im super happy that all my school requirements for the week are all done!!!! grabe major hell week!!! yipee!! i can finally rest. all the school work has turned me into a very bitchy and moody person this week and i really dont like being like that. im just glad that everything is over!!!

anyway since i have been super busy and good this week for working on all my school stuff, i rewarded myself by buying 2 sets of bikinis! hahah i think my bikini addiction is back since summer is fast approaching!! heheh i want more!!! hahaha i super can't wait for summer! plus im happy that we're spending our weekend at fontana again. i can finally do some laps and practice on my butterfly stroke. i need to burn all the extra calories from all the cupcakes we ate yesterday at sonja's....

hahahah wala na akong masabi!!!! i just want to have a super nice and relaxing weekend and i want this semester to end already!!! i want to go to the beach and swim...

i cant wait for this week to end. im so tired already from all the school work. last monday i had my finance test from 6-8. after taking the test alvin and i had dinner and then i went home na. as soon as i got home i just took a bath then i started on my philo paper. i was up working on it until 4 am. i was still 4 pages short but i decided to go to sleep because i was already hungry!!! haha there wasn't food yet because the helpers weren't wake yet and i was too scared to go down to our kitchen to grab some snack. hahahah so i just slept all my hunger away!!! (poor tumtum) i woke up at 6 to finish my paper. good thing i finished it by 8. i had enough time to get ready for my 9 am class.

yesterday was crazy also. i didnt really get to rest anymore. i had to meet up with my history groupmates for our skit, presentation and paper. aarrrggghhh i hate it when teachers give out too many requirements! hindi naman sila major subject!!! hahah anyway after the meeting i had another one for my LS class. my groupmates and i interviewed ron for red horse's organizational structure. that ended at around 9 pm. after the interview i still had to read and study for my history quiz today... super titing.. i want sleep and a massage! hahaha

anyway i still have a lot of things to do for the rest of the week. i still have to read 130 pages of michel focault for philo and then there's the LS pass 2 on friday. Lord save me! hehehe i have eye bags already because of all the school work!!

p.s.
despite all the crazy things in school, my new planner keeps me happy! haha i made one for myself since i got bored with the planner that i was using! hehehe i might sell the planners next year! hehehe id post pictures later!! hehehe (sobrang proud sa ginawang planner!1 hahahah)

i just got home from a get together with my highschool barkad. hahah barkada even if we're only 3 in our group. we had dinner at eastwood and then we went to bonifacio high street for cup cakes and coffee.

anyway it really is fun whenever i get to see kookie and kat. the two never fail to make me crack up. i love how we would all talk about high school and laugh at our stupid and silly selves way back then.

high school really is fun and high school friends are definitely for keeps even if you only get to see them once in a blue moon...

this is a happy day!!!!

cheers everyone! i hope you guys had a fun day too!!! smile!!!

i hate you today....

i hope i wont be hating you again tomorrow...

don't worry i'd be fine...

i could take care of myself...

thankyouverymuch...

"And you know what, if you're aspiring to be one, GO FOR IT. No one should tell you that you're not capable of becoming one. Stand up for yourself. And as long as you know what you want, and not step on anyone's toes, you're ready. Just remember that once you're out there, the world will judge you. But that shouldn't stop you. If you have God and you know you can go through it, don't stop. Don't stop until you get there. I'm telling you, I might not be there yet, but its all worth it. And don't ever let anyone's opinions affect you. Its your dream, and your life. Prove them wrong. Just make sure you don't lose yourself on the way and take the wrong road.People will always point fingers and you and put you down. That's part of it. As much as I hate it, its will always be there. Belittling will always be a part of the show." - Abbie Almasco

when i got to read abbie's post, i took it as a sign!!! heheh its now or never!!! heheh im finally giving it a try!!! hehehe tomorrow is the day!!!!

belated happy valentine's day everyone!!!

yesterday alvin adn i celebrated hearts day in a different way. we didn't watch a movie or had a fancy dinner. we no longer have money for that since we celebrated our anniversary a week before. hahahah wala ng pera to go to a ncie resto. but its all good. celebrating vday doesnt have to be very lavish and expensive. we just wanted to be together. masaya na kame dun. we had dinner at flaming wings and he surprised me with carnations when he picked me up for dinner. surprise kasi sabi niya wala na talaga siyang pera pambili ng flowers! haha pinakita pa wallet niya!! hehehe we also went to the spa to have our bodies massaged! heheheh yun na yung pinakdate namen!!! the massage was great!!! heheh pamper pam and alvin!!! woohoo!!! hahah wala nanaman kwenta sinasabi ko... ah basta masaya yung valentines kasi kasama ko si alvin... masaya kasi mahal niya kao mahal ko din siya... masaya kasi alam ko hindi niya ako iiwan... masaya kasi....hhhmmm basta masaya...gets niyo na yun... hindi ko na maexplain e.hehehe

my dad has a photoshoot for BPI today!!! hahah nagmodel!!! naunahan pa kao maging model e!!daig pa ako!!! hahahah oh well...

2nd anniversary

yesterday was perfect. alvin i dint have surprises for each other. we both agreed that no surprises this time and surprises should be saved for our birthdays this year. he said he wanted a simple celebration. so there id idnt prepare anything for alvin. i myelf just wanted to be with him during our anniversary.

we had lunch at flaming wings. lunch was great. good food plus good company. i love how alvin and i can talk and laugh about anything. i simply love being with him.

after class alvin brought me home. i dressed up and then at 6 he picked me up for our dinner date. we had dinner at sprial. it's westin's version of circles. their food wasnt as great as circles but their desserts were absolutely better! alvin reserved one of the best seats! super cozy.... basta we super enjoyed. i got super kilig when i caught alvin staring at me while i was eating. super fun dinner. simple but very romantic. oh and the poolside of westin was very nice. it was fun walking around their mini resort. the weather was perfect. everything was perfect. i was even with the perfect man. haaaayyy.... i know this entry aint that detailed but last night was wonderful. i feel so inlove... hahahah keso!!!!

i love you alvin jay!!!

happiness

happy 2nd year anniversary baba!!!! i love you!!!

too thin is in???

i just finished watching tyra banks' show. the episode today discussed anorexia and how the media and the fashion industry influence the people to be super thin that people especially teenage girls end up being anorexic or too thin. i know that i myself once became too obsessed and conscious of my weight. its sad to be called fat and to be called a pig. that's a fact. no one would want to be called fat, baboy or even ugly. anyway, its just crazy that teens are obsessing about being thin that it gets to a point that they would starve themselves to death just to be like the girls they see on magazines. i used to 140 pounds way back in high school, i am 5'6'' and now i am 110 pounds (i lost 5 pounds because i got sick but im usually 115 pounds). yes there would be times when i would feel that i am fat. i guess its natural for girls to feel conscious most of the times but i know my limits. i know the border line of what is good and healthy for me. people usually think that i no longer eat because i lost a lot of weight. but i do eat. i don’t want to be super thin. i don’t want to look like a corpse walking around the face of the earth. im done with that phase where in i am so obsessed about my weight. i am more comfortable with myself now. i think that beauty is not a matter of how much you weigh in the scale. beauty is more than just physical. beauty transcends numbers shown on the scale and the reflection you see in the mirror. its somewhere inside of you. beauty shouldn’t be seen. it should be felt.

its sad that at present being beautiful equates to being super thin, long hair and flawless skin. its sad that beauty is being boxed by people. its sad that beauty is being stereotyped by the media. its sad that the perception of being beautiful kills a lot people.