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This is the Ateneo Way

Got this from Bianca and Missy. hahah im still not in the mood to study again for my theo orlas. hahah theo orals at 10 in the evening is crazy! haha sem break na in a few hours... waaaahhhh i feel so old after answering this one.

(x) eat at Manang's - once pa lang. i can't even remember if i really ate there or i just went there with someone.

(x) learn the alma mater - thank you uaap.

(x ) sleep on a bench - on a kostka bench that is

( ) be a TNT

(x) jog around the campus in the evening- once only. i like moro better.

( ) visit the art gallery-

(x) know at least one xerox lady, manong, or technician by name- ate alma and ate almira. hehehe thank you for always letting me cut the line!! hahah

(x) get a Jesuit for a teacher- Fr. David, i will never forget you.

( ) itch from higad bites -

(x) have gotten an F in something - got an F in a quiz hahaha hassle

(x) have taken a crap in school- eeeewww i know!!! because i ate too much vegetables before a dumlao test. yan tuloy minus 5.

(x) watch a La Salle vs. Ateneo UAAP game - love it. = )

(x) give a powerpoint presentation -

( ) smoked in a "strictly no smoking" place in the campus

(x) study in the caf up - first year days with missy.

(x) watch a T.A play - because fil class required me to.

(x) sit on the SEC ledge and watch the stars- hahah wasnt watching the stars. miggy days. hahaha

( ) eat in Full House, Martha's Kitchen, and Ken Afford

(x) sleep in the lib- first year days. right after going to the gym, id go there to sleep and "study"

( ) visit Mr. San Andres -

(x) star gazed at the ateneo field - soccer field and bell field. weeee

(x) go to the chapel

(x) have gotten a pebble stuck in your shoe/slippers in the middle of the quad

(x) cut class with your block to watch a movie- first time was when missy and i cut math to watch a movie with alvin, mako, enki, maisa, tricia and frankie. hahaha hinanap kami ng math teacher namin kay vin!!!

(x) sign up for those institutional (i.e. difficult but brilliant) teachers [Fr. Dacanay & Dr. Ibarra] -Father David.

( ) go to CERSA night

(x) have tried siomai rice - dimsum and dumplings. waaahhh i miss it tuloy

( ) learn how to smoke -

(x) fall in love - wahahahah this is cheesy!!! but im cheesy!!! duh!!! alvin.

( ) actually read the book you keep borrowing from the lib -

(x) play cards during your free time- when we were younger and thought that playing pusoy dos was cool hahaha

(x) dress in business attire - marketing, opman, ls....

(x) learn to stay awake for more than 24 hours straight - i get super sick everytime id stay awake for more than 24 hours. come on.... im the sleepiest head of all the sleepyheads i sleep at 9pm. wahahah loser!

( ) have gotten side comments from ASSOC

( )take Saturday classes - i odnt like going to school on a saturday

( ) go to your immersion - only one went from our group.

( ) eat Food for After Thought sandwiches - food for thought lang hahaha

(x) get a boyfriend/girlfriend - hahahah ALVIN REYES

(x) take time to read the vandalism in the CR doors - one time in berchmans

( ) watch Minsan Lang Sila Bata and Macho Dancer for class -

(x) do a last minute paper- hahahaha everyone have done this

(x) have spent a lot for 1x1 ID pictures- every sem kahit hindi pa ubos yung 1x1 pictures from the past semester

(x) get exempted from final exams - i love it!!!

(x) attend a college mass

( ) promise to quit smoking

( ) play hide-and-seek in the mini-forest - we have one pala?

(x) know where the best restrooms are on campus - MVP and SEC C.

(x) join an org

(x) allow yourself to make mistakes - im not perfect

(x) take summer classes - ITM!!!

( ) admire the sacred heart statue in the evening

(x) make a video for a project

(x) have a crush on a teacher - Dumlao!!! hahaha

( ) attend a Jesuit retreat

(x) have gotten a parking ticket -

(x) come to school in your crappiest yet most comfy clothes - missy and i wore our pambahay clothes to school one time. hahaha my pink shorts!!!!

( ) learn how to use the Bayantel pay phones

(x) participate in school activities

( ) catch the Blue Babble Battalion tryouts

(x) ride a tricycle on campus - i used to ride trikes to go to moro way back in first year. wala pa si steve nun.

( ) find a tambayan -

(x) admire the marikina valley at night-

( ) go drinking along Katipunan - i don't drink.. loser talaga ako

(x) learn how to beg for a higher grade - just to make sipsip to my teachers

(x) use your cuts wisely - good girl e.

( ) volunteer to be class beadle -

(x) had the worst lottery schedule for reg - random number 500!!! hahaha i never got a random number that was below 200

(x) admire the trees on campus- love them.

(x) have forgotten about your freecut and gone to that class-

( ) got lost in the campus -

(x) eat in the ISO canteen - macro eco days.

(x) be active in your org -

( ) have signed up on an ACP class just because the girl or guy u like signed up for it -

( ) get as many app forms as you can during the job fair

(x) learn how to cram - hahaha Julo de Guzman is the master crammer.

( ) sell tickets (or watch) an org-sponsored movie premiere

( ) save money to Xerox all of your seatmate's notes

(x) have accidentally seen a make-out session -

(x) check out the Meron Lagoon and Lambingan Bridge - whenever i walk from the parking lot to my fin eco class

( ) have dozed off in class -

( ) attended a class drunk -

(x) learn how to work with groupmates from hell - hehehehe

(x) perfect the art of parking on campus - i have to. ang laki laki ni steve e!!

( ) had a bad encounter with one of the guards on campus

( ) develop a love for sisig - love it already even before college

(x) learn how to pronounce AEGIS properly -

(x) have used typing rooms at the library - yes.

(x) have reserved a classroom, AVR, etc. for a class or org function

( ) have asked the library for an endorsement to research in other libraries -

( ) attended class 30 minutes late -

(x) have lost a perfectly functioning umbrella - it was a big golf umbrella. naiwan ko sa lib. =(

(x) have used consultation hours properly

(x) went inside a room that's not your class - super hassle. nakakahiya!

(x) Looked forward to lab breakage refund, in case you didn't break any equipment - hahah extra shopping money! haha

(x) visit the Guidance Office - for the yearly routine interview

(x) and Infirmary - i weigh there sometimes!!! hahahah addict e!!

la salle made my dad happy

thank you to the la salle basketball team because you made my dad happy today! (my dad is the only lasallista in our house kasi... my little sisters are atenistas by heart.. hehehe check my pervious entry for proof hehehe) i wasn't able to watch the game because i had to go to pasig for our eco 177 report but my sister said that la salle played well. congratulations archers!!! heheh oh and happy graduation na din to my archer friends (kary!! graduate ka na!!! you're old na!!!) anyway.... walalang im bored and here i am blabbing about nonsense stuff nanaman instead of studying for my finals!!! hahahah its finals week na!!! waaahhhhhh im in sem break mode na e!!! roar!!! hahaha i can't wait for the semester to finish!!! hehehe sana thursday na!!! weeee!!!!

p.s.

im super hyper pa because of the chocolate cake i ate!! waaahhhh yumyum that's bad for the tumtum!!

i need a chris tiu jersey by christmas

as soon as i woke up i noticed a huge note posted on my study table. i couldn't read the note clearly from my bed so i went to my desk to read it. turns out that it was a note from my sister, joanna, reminding me to get her the chris tiu jersey she's been asking me to buy for her for almost a month already. (we have our christmas decors and christmas tree up already that's why she has been making kulit that i buy her the jersey na so that there'd be a gift under our tree already. the jersey is her christmas gift to herself kasi and she's a super fan hehe). anyway since the note was written on a bond paper in huge bold letters i know that i couldn't go home today without the jersey because she really put a lot of effort to remind me about it and i couldnt say that i forgot about it kasi her note was so huge. nakakaguilty na kasi ive been ignoring her request for a long time already(hahah araw araw talaga as soon as i pick her up from school and while eating dinner she'll ask about it) i went to A shop after my eco class and asked the ate if they're still selling chris' jersey. and the ate &%^*!$# effin said that there are no more stocks because they ran out of it nung game pa and that they wouldn't be selling na until the next basketball season!!!!! waaaahhhhh oh my freakin ged!!!!! i dont even know if chris would still be playing next season!! i felt super sad for my sister as soon as the ate told me about the jersey. kung binili ko lang yung jersey last month pa edi hindi sana siya naubusan!!! waaaaahhhhhh guilty to the 1 millionth power!!!!! im such a bad ate. so there goes my problem. she got sad when i told her that there are no more available # 17 jerseys. roar bakit kasi ang tamad tamad ko na pumunta sa A-shop?? hahaha so there im in need of a chris tiu jersey!!! to all my girl friends who have one im willing to buy it ( your jersey) from you double/triple the price!!! im giving it to my sister as her christmas present.kasi wala na siyang present for herself kasi wala ng stock!!!!!! waaahhhhhh or if you guys know a place where i can have a similar jersey made.. please please please tell me... sobrang naawa ako when she looked super sad. plus she really saved her allowance to be able to buy one and here is ate pam who's super tamad to go get one agad ayan tuloy wala na...waaahhh

p.s.

to my cousins and neighbors who would be reading this, don't tell joanna that im still trying to find her a jersey. hehehe

i bleed blue

ateneo lost.

whatever happens masarap pa din maging atenista.

its just sad that the team that you see train so hard everyday lost one of the most important (if not the most important)game of the season.

haaaayyyy....

ah basta win or lose its the school we choose!!!

we will beat you next season!

GO Ateneo!!

One Big Fight!!

p.s.
now i sound like a true blue fan. =)
hahaha

wake me up when September ends. School is really crazy. requirements here and there. quizzes, long tests, papers and reportings have been keeping me busy the past weeks.this is the ateneo way baby. i know that i shouldn't be complaining because this is the responsibility of a student but i'm already getting really sick because of all the sleepless nights. i shouldnt be complaining because i know that there are a lot of children who would want to take my place now just to be able to study and have a good education. haaayyy its crazy. hahaha well i guess everyone rants about their school load ones in a while. hahaha but i just rant more often than the others. hahahah i can't wait for sembreak to start!!! hahah


p.s. ATENEO WON!!! woohoo chris tiu rocks!!!! hahaha Go Ateneo! One big fight!!

Gossip Girls TV series

i super love the book and i am super loving the series as well!!! i can't wait for next Wednesday to download the 2nd episode. anyway i didn't expect some of the other characters to look like the way they do on the tv series.

Blair - she should have stronger features
Serena - she does not look super stunning in the tv series unlike how she was described in the book
Rufus - he looks hotter in the tv series. he's more of a slob in the book kasi e. plus he dresses a little better in the series.
Dan - bakit malaman siya sa tv series. he should be thinner!!!
Chuck - hhhhmmmm he should be more buff. but he looks good. hahaha and yeah he looks a little gay which is nice
Erick - he should be older than S nt younger. in the book he's the older brother of serena e.
Jenny - its super weird that she doesn't have curly and brunette hair. plus she doesn't have a big chest in the tv series. in the book, her chest is the thing that boys really like about her and its like her trade mark! hahaha

anyway yun lang... the series is nice!!! hahah ang saya!!! plus natie looks super good!!! ang hot niya!!! hahaha i cant wait for the last book!!! haha the author would be changing the characters na kasi!! hehehe there should be an IT GIrl tv series na din after gossip girls and A LIst!!! heheh woohoo!!!! ditzy chick lit rocks!!! hahaha

sickly princess

im sick. my head hurts, my calfs and hamstrings are aching, my back hurts, plus i have a fever. hahahaha im such a sickly person. i got sick because.... i only had 2 hours of sleep. hahahaha like i said in my previous entry, i sleep at 9pm that's why when i slept at 3:30am this morning, i instantly felt sick when i woke up. hahaha ang selan daw ng katawan ko sabi ni alvin!! hahah im such a sickly princess!! wahahaha

i'm almost done compiling our ls paper!! woohoo!!!! after 17 hours!!!! woohoo!!! ang saya!!! hassle nga lang kasi ang sama sobra ng pakiramdam ko!! hahaha anyhoo.. sige bye!!!

p.s. cute nung new layout!!

buhay atenista

school work is killing me. the past week has been super crazy. deadlines and tests everyday. ( theo reflection, eco 177 long test, eco 142 lon test, LS 126 final paper, eco 177 final paper plus presentations) i can't wait for the weekend to start. haaayyy i've been sleeping super late the past few days!!! ang pangit ko na!!! haha my eye bags have turned to eye maletas already!!! hahaha grabe gusto ko na matulog!!!!! 1:20 am na!!!! for goodness' sake!!! ang sleeping time ko ay 9pm! hahaha oo daig ko pa si CInderella!! hahah onti nalang talaga... hahahah i can do this!!! AMDG!! magpapaka MAgis na ako! hahaha Ateneo hayop ka!!! sobra sobrang pasakit na to ha!!! malapit na kao mapikon!!!hahaha grabe sobrang crazy na ko!!

Masarap maging Atenista... yun yung sabi nung tshirt na binebenta sa school... haha pero minsan mahirap at nakakloka maging atenista!!! wahahah

l-o-v-e

got this form kary's blog!!! it's super nice!!! hehehe anyway im super tired from all the school work. the eco177 long test almost killed me!!! talo pa ang thesis e!!! hehehe theo, ls and eco nalang!!! i cant wait for sembreak!!!! haaayyy... lalalala

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Falling In Love

Falling In Love

It is a mystery why we fall in love.

It is a mystery how it happens. It is a mystery when it comes.

It is a mystery why some love grows and it is a mystery why some love fails.

You can analyze this mystery and look for reasons and causes, but you will never do anymore than take the life out of the experience. Just as life itself is more than the sum of the bones and muscles and electrical impulses in the body, love is more than the sum of the interests and attractions and commonalities that two people share. And just as life itself is a gift that comes and goes in its own time, so too, the coming of love must be taken as an unfathomable gift that cannot be questioned in its ways.

Sometimes, hopefully at least once in your life - the gift of love will come to you in full flower, and you will take hold of it and celebrate it in all inexpressible beauty. This is the dream we all share.

More often, it will come and take hold of you, celebrate you for a brief moment, then move on.

When this happens to young people, they too often try to grasp the love and hold it to them, refusing to see that it is a gift that is freely given and a gift that just as freely, moves away. When they fall out of love, or the person they love feels the spirit of love leaving, they try desperately to reclaim the love that is lost rather than accepting the gift for what it was, then moving on.

They want answers where there are no answers. They want to know what is wrong in them that makes the other person no longer love them, or they try to get their lover to change, thinking that if some small things were different, love would bloom again. They blame their circumstances and say that if they go far away and start a new life together, their love will grow.

They try anything to give meaning to what has happened. But there is no meaning beyond the love itself, and until they accept its own mysterious ways, they live in a sea of misery.

You need to know this about love, and to accept it. You need to treat what it brings you with kindness. If you find yourself in love with someone who does not love you, be gentle with yourself. There is nothing wrong with you. Love just didn't choose to rest in the other person's heart.

If you find someone else in love with you and you don't love her, feel honored that love came and called at your door, but gently refuse the gift you cannot return. Do not take advantage; do not cause pain. How you deal with love is how you deal with you, and all our hearts feel the same pains and joys, even if our lives and ways are different.

If you fall in love with another, and she falls in love with you, and then love chooses to leave, do not try to reclaim it or to assess blame. Let it go. There is a reason and there is a meaning. You will know in time.

Remember that you don't choose love. Love chooses you.

All you can really do is accept it for all its mystery when it comes into your life. Feel the way it fills you to overflowing, then reach out and give it away. Give it back to the person who brought it alive in you.

Give it to others who deem it poor in spirit. Give it to the world around you in anyway you can.

There is where many lovers go wrong. Having been so long without love, they understand love only as a need. They see their hearts as empty places that will be filled by love, and they begin to look at love as something that flows to them rather than from them.

The first blush of new love is filled to overflowing, but as their love cools, they revert to seeing their love as a need. They cease to be someone who generates love and instead become someone who seeks love.

They forget that the secret of love is that it is a gift, and that it can be made to grow only by giving it away.

Remember this, and keep it to your heart. Love has its own time, its own seasons, and its own reason for coming and going. You cannot bribe it or coerce it, or reason it into staying. You can only embrace it when it arrives and give it away when it comes to you. But if it chooses to leave from your heart or from the heart of your lover, there is nothing you can do and there is nothing you should do. Love always has been and always will be a mystery. Be glad that it came to live for a moment in your life. IF YOU KEEP YOUR HEART OPEN IT WILL COME AGAIN.


It is a mystery how it happens. It is a mystery when it comes.

It is a mystery why some love grows and it is a mystery why some love fails.

You can analyze this mystery and look for reasons and causes, but you will never do anymore than take the life out of the experience. Just as life itself is more than the sum of the bones and muscles and electrical impulses in the body, love is more than the sum of the interests and attractions and commonalities that two people share. And just as life itself is a gift that comes and goes in its own time, so too, the coming of love must be taken as an unfathomable gift that cannot be questioned in its ways.

Sometimes, hopefully at least once in your life - the gift of love will come to you in full flower, and you will take hold of it and celebrate it in all inexpressible beauty. This is the dream we all share.

More often, it will come and take hold of you, celebrate you for a brief moment, then move on.

When this happens to young people, they too often try to grasp the love and hold it to them, refusing to see that it is a gift that is freely given and a gift that just as freely, moves away. When they fall out of love, or the person they love feels the spirit of love leaving, they try desperately to reclaim the love that is lost rather than accepting the gift for what it was, then moving on.

They want answers where there are no answers. They want to know what is wrong in them that makes the other person no longer love them, or they try to get their lover to change, thinking that if some small things were different, love would bloom again. They blame their circumstances and say that if they go far away and start a new life together, their love will grow.

They try anything to give meaning to what has happened. But there is no meaning beyond the love itself, and until they accept its own mysterious ways, they live in a sea of misery.

You need to know this about love, and to accept it. You need to treat what it brings you with kindness. If you find yourself in love with someone who does not love you, be gentle with yourself. There is nothing wrong with you. Love just didn't choose to rest in the other person's heart.

If you find someone else in love with you and you don't love her, feel honored that love came and called at your door, but gently refuse the gift you cannot return. Do not take advantage; do not cause pain. How you deal with love is how you deal with you, and all our hearts feel the same pains and joys, even if our lives and ways are different.

If you fall in love with another, and she falls in love with you, and then love chooses to leave, do not try to reclaim it or to assess blame. Let it go. There is a reason and there is a meaning. You will know in time.

Remember that you don't choose love. Love chooses you.

All you can really do is accept it for all its mystery when it comes into your life. Feel the way it fills you to overflowing, then reach out and give it away. Give it back to the person who brought it alive in you.

Give it to others who deem it poor in spirit. Give it to the world around you in anyway you can.

There is where many lovers go wrong. Having been so long without love, they understand love only as a need. They see their hearts as empty places that will be filled by love, and they begin to look at love as something that flows to them rather than from them.

The first blush of new love is filled to overflowing, but as their love cools, they revert to seeing their love as a need. They cease to be someone who generates love and instead become someone who seeks love.

They forget that the secret of love is that it is a gift, and that it can be made to grow only by giving it away.

Remember this, and keep it to your heart. Love has its own time, its own seasons, and its own reason for coming and going. You cannot bribe it or coerce it, or reason it into staying. You can only embrace it when it arrives and give it away when it comes to you. But if it chooses to leave from your heart or from the heart of your lover, there is nothing you can do and there is nothing you should do. Love always has been and always will be a mystery. Be glad that it came to live for a moment in your life. IF YOU KEEP YOUR HEART OPEN IT WILL COME AGAIN.

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mercury drug

since my car was coding today, i asked my mom to pick me up after class. before going home, we passed my mercury drugstore to buy my little sister katherine antibiotics. As i was waiting for the medicine and my credit card statement, i felt super sad because there were a lot of people who were buying medicine and they didnt have enough money for it.

first scenario:

mom: sir magkano po itong gamot na ito? (shows receta to the attendant)
mercury drug attendatnt: maam 265 po
mom: e ito po? (shows another receta to attendant)
mda: maam 130 po
mom: ang mahal pala ng gamot ng papa mo. tag isa na lang muna ang bilhin natin (talks to daughter)

second scenario:

old man: miss 12 pieces nga nito (shows medicine) tapos 6 dito (shows another medicine)
mda: sir 262 po
old man: miss gawin mo na lang 6 din yun 12
mda: sir 120 na lang po ( she sees that the man only has 100 pesos)
old man: ay miss 100 lang ang binigay sakin e
mda:sige po sir bawasan na lang natin
old man: sige salamat

haaayyyy... i super wanted to cry at that time. i wanted to pay for his medicines. i super felt sad that a lot of people couldnt even buy the medicine they need to live. sobrang nakakalungkot marinig at makita yung mga ganung pangyayari. i wanted to do something but i still don't know how to help them. the thought of joining politics have left my mind since 2nd year college. maybe when i graduate id give a portion of my salary to someone who has a heart ailment. i super want to help other people. i just dont know if id have enough resources to do so. i promised myself that when i earn a lot already id sponsor someone's schooling. haaaayyyy sana super yaman na lang ako para madami akong matulungan.... heheh for the first time hindi damit o bag ang gusto kong pag gastusan ng pera... sobrang nakaklungkot kasi yung mga nakita ko kanina e...

new template

i got bored with the old template already so i decided to get a new one! i super want to make my own template but i just dont know how to make one!!! hahaha im such a loser!!! anyhoo, i gained 2 pounds!! i've been eating a lot lately. no, make that pigging out. hahahah i need to control myself!!! hahah tatakbo na ako ulit!!! sexy body here i come! wahahahah i need to be ready for boracay/bangkok!!! hahahaha ang walang kwenta nanaman ng post ko!!!! woohoo i missed blogging!!!!

head shots

had my creative shot retaken. i didnt go with a theme anymore kaya headshot na lang!!! hahaha thanks jeroy for the makeup and the false lashes!!! hahaha super cam whoring after the shoot para hindi sayang yung make up! hahaha

look who's back

i haven't blogged for a while. hhhmm there's really nothing to talk about! hahaha school is still the same the past 3 weeks have been full of long tests and oral exams. heheh thank Jesus for the cancellation of classes (but i feel sorry for those who lost homes, loved ones, etc. because of the typhoon). im really tired of school at the moment. i want the sem to end. i can't wait for sem break already! hahaha tamad ka pam!!!! the only fun class i have this semester is LS just because we are working on a business project but the class hours during LS is crazy!!!! its super boring!!! our teacher talks as if he is stoned! hahaha and sometimes we spend a whole hour and half with reports that have already been done a million times in class already!

anyway, yesterday was my first time to cook adobo. i volunteered to cook our groups adobo paella for our LS proj. when i got home after class, ate ruby, our cook wasnt home. our other helper said she went to her sisters house to lend her money!!! wahhhh goodness gracious how am i supposed to cook the adobo paella without our house cook??? hahah i super had to come up with the paella or else id be dead so i called ate ruby on her mobile phone and asked her for the recipe. heheheh 3 hours after i was able to come up with the adobo paella!!! hahah sorry the recipe will be kept a secret for our project's sake. hahaha i brought the paella to school and thank goodness that my group mates and some of the track people loved it!!! hahah im super proud of myself!!! hhahaha pat on the back!!! hahah ang yabang mo pam!!!! hahahah forgive me its the first time kasi that i cooked something like that! i just bake! hahaha pwede na daw ako mag asawa sabi nila dawn and kookie!!! (in 6 years maybe) hahaha

hahahah i missed blogging!!!! im talking nonsense again!!!

oh its my creative pic re shoot on Tuesday na pala!!! i still have no final plan yet for it!!!! hahah help me God!!!

p.s.
i have short hair again!!!

go around the world with me

i want to travel travel and travel. if just had all the money in the world. hehehe i want a high paying job so that i could travel after graudation and for the rest of my life hahahaha! ooohhhh.... i want to see the world.... please Lord please... i can't wait for next year!!

Win or lose its the school we choose

Go Ateneo! One Big Fight!

talo ateneo! boo!!!! heheh but its all good! i had fun! its been a year since i watched a game live! i love cheering! i super missed it! boosters days i super miss! anyway the game today wasn't good. i don't think that the team had a very good defensive play. kulang sa rebounds and there were loads of turnovers and missed shots. pero ok pa din!! i super had fun cheering for ateneo!!! woohoo!!! sayang i didnt try out for babble back in first year. i remember asking danvic if they'd accept a girl and he said that i should just try pero bahala ako kasi puro boys and walang nagttry out for the batallion na girl. i miss cheerleading!!! waaahhh!!! hahaha wala nanaman kwenta post ko!!! hahaha anyway here are a few pictures from the game!!!

Go Ateneo!!! hahahah

i haven't been updating lately because i have nothing very interesting to write about (as if my previous posts are very interesting).anyhoo.... 2 week ago, alvin celebrated his 21st birthday at aposento. finally frankie, dawm, missy, guada and kenji were able to make me drink( after 4 years of trying). yes, i finally met jose cuervo! hahaha after 19 years i can now say that i know how to drink! hahahah but i still think that i wouldn't try beer. i don't like how it smells and when i don't like how something smells i don't eat or drink it. i only had 3 shots of jose but after that i already felt dizzy and i just kept on laughing. i guess that's how it feels like to be tipsy. i had fun that night. I'm glad that i was with friends who i know would really take care of me when i get drunk. hahaha i love you all!!! at least now i can say that I've tried it(hahah feeling cool na). but i still don't think that id always drink on parties and out of town trips. hahaha

moving on...i had my grad pic photo shoot last week and i didn't like my creative shot!! hassle sa muscle!!! i wasn't really ready for it that's why i ended up using my debut gown and wings. at least i was able to sit and the gown looked nice! wahahaha so there. id have my retake because i really don't like it. super overkill!! at least my formal and casual pics looked good!!

oh! alvin had his grad pic photo shoot today!!! i was his personal alalay while having his pictures taken!! hehehe he was hulk for his creative shot! buti na lang the green face paint was enough to cover his entire face and neck!!! hehehe... fudge...i really am blabbing here.... wahahaha i just realized that its been so long and lot happened na pala... hahahah now I'm contradicting my first statement! ok! ok! id stop here na!!! I'm going back to reading the last installment of harry potter!


p.s.
i like my new layout!!! i think the last one i had was so boring that's why i didnt blog that much!

Happy Birthday Alvin Jay!!!!!!!

<3

id be having my grad pic photoshoot on the 21st of july. roughly 2 weeks from now. i still have no idea on what my creative shot would be. i need help!!! hehehehe i feel so old now that im a senior. i can't wait for graduation day to come but im scared too. im scared of what's in store for me. i don't know where id be working after college. i just hope that i'd get a good job. i have a lot of dreams and i want to fulfill them all. im such a dreamer. haaayyy.... my entry doesnt have sense again.. i will never become a writer!!!! i can't even write a good paragraph for heaven's sake!!! hehehehe anyway here are some pictures from blair (my phone) hehehe

p.s. advanced happy 29th monthsary baba!!!

he loves me

this is what alvin wrote in his blog profile... im one lucky girl to have him. im happy...=) i love him....<3

***

alvin jay o. reyes
currently engaged
and will always be engaged until happily married
i love pamela ann r. bello
currently craving for chocolate sundaes from jolibee
reading glenn morrow's commentary on plato's cretan city
humming the scientist by coldplay
love to sleep and eat
hating the rain because i can't throw
but loving it for the cool weather
needing money for some new sneaks
but also saving up to eat lots and lots of food
currently sick with a cough and the flu
all in all loving life and loving pam
wanting to spend the rest of my life with her
as we fly together into forever

zara is on sale!!! this is love!!! im getting my pay check from my internship today!!! woohoo!!!!! im super giddy!!! and yes i am materialistic sometimes!!!! hehehehe waaaahhhhhhh

Random things

1. its been two weeks since i went back to school. I've been very busy since day one because of Ateneo's recruitment week. I told myself that solstice would be the last project I'd be working on for MEcO but when Nicky gave me the ph application form i filled it out and submitted it. i really am tired of doing org work but it just keeps on coming. hahaha maybe i just don't know how to turn them down. but i swear this would be the last for the rest of my college life.

2. i finally got a new phone! hehehe i got a pink 7390! its name is Blair! hahaha i like giving names to my stuff. (Steve my car and Britney my ipod) Alvin and i now have the same phone! hahah i know its sooo gay but i was the first one who liked that phone! he just got it first! hahaha

3. track and field. I'm now one of the team managers of track. the team seems to be a nice bunch of people. its good that the other managers are nice and very friendly. plus i love it that the managers can train and work out as well!!! hahah i now have the reason to jog again!!

4. i miss working. i miss walking from my office to glorietta. i miss the people i worked with. i miss having lunch with Chris, Pao, Sarah and Jay. i miss the super cold Pfizer office. working seems to be a lot simpler than studying but it gets really boring sometimes.

5. i want to go shopping. period.

6. i miss summer.

7. death. my Tito died last June 11. it was a very sudden death for him. the family was just with him the day before when papa celebrated his birthday at fontana. we were all so shocked when tita Irene called mama and said that Tito was already with the lord. i am scared of death in a way that someone i love would go before i do. i don't want anyone of my loved ones to die before i do. i don't know why. maybe i just don't like the feeling of losing someone. I'd rather go first.

my boss sent me a message asking me if i could go to the office tomorrow for a reporting because my project is one of the candidates for the best project this year at pfizer. waaahhhhh im on my way to tagyatay today and would be going home at 1 in the afternoon tomorrow. i have no time to practice and edit my presentation because i saved it on the computer that i was using in the office. but its all good!!! its enough that my project got noticed by the pfizer people! heheheh yay!!!!

The blog hiatus is over!!!! i'd be updating as soon as possible!!! lots and lots of stories!!! i don't want summer to end yet...

SUPER RANDOM POST

id be leaving for the mountains and the beaches!!!

i only have 2 weeks of vacation!!!

im working for pfizer this summer!!!

mama finally got me the lv mini lin bag!!!! woohoo!!!!! im super loving it!!!

alvin went to tarlac yesterday to visit me!!!

im here in manila right now because i had an interview at pfizer a while ago!!!

im leaving in a few hours for tarlac!!!

i fianlly got to swim!!!

i can't wait for our baguio trip!!!

i can't wait for the batangas trip!!!

i can't wait for the la union trip!!!

i can't wait for tagaytay!!!

i promised myself that i would maintain my weight for the whole summer!!!

i think we can't go to boracay anymore...=(

i have the best boyfriend in the world!!!!!

i super sound like a ditz! hahaha

summer is love!!!!

i forgot that it is a part of your life. it is lucky you get to spend 2 presious hours of you time for it. i only asked (no, make that beg) for 10-15 minutes. i guess it was too much to ask from you. sana part din ako ng buhay mo. maraming salamat.

today is a happy day! hell week is over! woohoo!! hehehe as a reward mama brought me and my sisters to powerplant to have our havaianas made. the make your own havaianas this year is better because you don't have to purchase a pair first to be able to have one custom made. anyway i had one made again. last year, my slippers looked like a mcdo slippers because the sole was color red, the straps were yello and i had the philippine flag pinned on it. this year i chose a black sole, red straps, gold slippers pin and crystal swarovskis on my slippers. hehehe i want more made!!! ahehehe summer time = tsinelas time!!! hehehe

after having our flips done, we went to glorietta to meet with paap and have dinner. had chinese food for dinner! had loads of fun with my family!! i love family days!! i love it when we go out, go shopping adn eat together!!! heheheh happiness!!!

p.s.
i have a crush!!! heheheh don't worry alvin knows about this...hehehe crush lang naman e.. heheheh weee!!!!

p.s.s
ang labo ng entry ko as always!!!! hehehehe

im done with 2 finals already. i have four more next week. God please bless me. I hope that i wouldnt be such a procrastinator. I want to have high grades. hehehehe i really cant wait for summer already!!!

anyway, im having second thoughts about taking an internship this summer. a lot of my graduate and working friends say that ojts arent really important naman daw. hehehe and this would be my last summer na as a college student. i just want to spend it by going to the beach and travelling!! hehehe i dont want to be stressed by work. but i want to get an internship for the money. heheh i want to go to HK this july e... hehehe ang gulo ko!!! waaaahhhhhh.... heheheh

super sabog na ako!! super sabog!!!! i need to have a body massge!!!! ooohhh coolmint spa here i come!!!

this is what happens when i get bored..heheheh

yay! finance long test 4 is done! 1 subject done, 5 more to go! hehehe super is really near!!! i can almost smell the waves, sand and breeze!!! weehee!!! oh my oh my i am getting super giddy by just thinking about the beach. heheh i know i have been talking too much about summer and the beach but can you blame me? school has been super tiring that i can't help but salivate at the thought of summer and going to the beach.

anyway, yesterday was fun. the whole family went out and went shopping. we went to powerplant first then had lunch at italliani's then papa went to cartimar and then had cupcakes and cakes ar serendra!! heheh sonja's cupcakes made me gain 2 pounds! hahah ok that's exaggerated!! i love going out with my family. its fun to share stories and laugh with them.. family days are love. hehehe

ive been shopping the past week. mama has been generous to me and gave me money for shopping! got myself new tops, a dress, a pair of shoes, new jeans and a tube top! hehehe but the best part was when mama said she'll get me the mini lin speedy bag!!! woohoo!!! i love it!!! i cant wait!!! hehehehe

super can't wait for summer!!!! yahoo!!!!

spread the love and be happy!!!

summer summer summer...i can not wait...2 more weeks...2 more...i can not wait any longer...



summer is love...the beach is my paradise...=)



beach trips are love...



take me to beach....

men are not created equal. that's what the Greeks always say. it was said in the movie 300, the book Cretan city and by my uber great philo teacher father David. anyway the quote says a lot. people may agree or disagree with it. in a biological sense, men and women are really not made equal. but even if men are stronger than women most of the time when it comes to physical matters, women should always get the same respect that men do. women can also do wonderful things for their country, people, loved ones or simply themselves. women are as great as men. period. hahaha ok this is getting really weird already...

hahaha moving on... alvin and i watched 300 during my break. i love the movie!! it is a little morbid and bloody but its all good. i liked it. plus if you want to see gazillions of abs you should check out this one. hehehe i also like the captain's son. he is super gorgeous. hehehe mancheckout ba ng boys sa movie?? hehehe but what made me enjoy the movie was the look on alvin's face while watching it. he was super enjoying every moment of it that he looked like a little boy whow as super happy when he got his very first bike or game console! hehehe alvin looked super cute kanina!! hehe basta i couldnt really put it into words..hehehe kilig!!!

* 2 more weeks before school ends! yahoo!
** philippine's next top model starts on wednesday on RPN 9!!
*** america's next top model cycle 6 starts next week!! woohoo!!!
**** date day again on friday!! yehey!!!!

i didnt get to shop with my mom yesterday for she had to go with my dad to the hospital for his check up. so i just went out withalvin and got myself 3 new pairs of shoes. i know its too late to buy shoes that are fit for the SOM dress code but its all good. the shoes made me happy!!!

last night i realized that some people just can't keep their promises. i think i should just start getting used to people breaking their promises. hahah promises are meant to be broken anyway right? hahah

haaayyyyy... life...when will this end???

i just finished reading my new copies of MEGA and Preview. the two issues just made me crave for suumer more! Preview had loads and loads of bikini and beauty features. i aso like some of nikki gil and heart evangelista's photos. the two looked very different. nikki gil lost a lot of weight since her coke commercial and for heart..i still find her pretty. anyway after reading the two magazines, i think that preview is better than mega even if a writer said that you haven't made it in the industry if you havent been featured in mega. hehehe preview and seventeen are still love! hehe summit media is love.... one day id be on the pages of those magazines also. hehehe

this is going to be a very random post. (hahah like all my other entries!!)

our deveco report is finally over! i super love the feeling that dev eco would no longer bother me and keep me from doing the things i do during my free time. i can now go back to doing sit ups and some cardio exercises! anyway, we got a B+ from Dr. Venida! woohoo i love it!! thank you lok, doy and missy!! we all got super happy when we got our grade. i know that a lot of groups got a B+ too but what the fudge?? we all deserve it anyway! hahah im just happy we got one!!! hahah

remember my previous posts about getting a new phone?? i changed my mind again. i now want a n80 internet edition. i don't know why. i just want it. i like its features e. it has a better camera than the razor maxx and it looks nicer than the pink 7390! hehehe so there i might get one for myself na next month. i need 10k pa! ahahaha unless papa gives me money! oh and i promised alvin that this would be my last choice na kasi i keep on changing my mind on what phone to buy. haha i said na if i decide on getting a different phone we'd break up. hahaha kaya ayan sabi niya sira ulo ako pag nag bago ulit isip ko. nag deal kasi kami na last choice ko na to or else id break up with him. hahah we even did or own shakehand whenever we make deals. hahah i know its stupid and pathetic. hehehe

anyhoo...i am getting fat na!!! or should i say i feel fat?? ahhh basta i feel super heavy these past few days.. oh my goodness. lord, please dont make me diet... i do not want to be underweight again... pero bakit ganun?? whenevr i look in the mirror i see myself fat??? hahah may sakit na nga ata ako or malapad lang yung mirror sa bathroom ko kaya i look wider? hehehe darn i feel so shy for sounding like a self absorbed bith who's only concerned about her stupid weight! hahaha

3 more weeks before school ends!!! i super can't wait!!!!!

1 more day til shopping with mama!!! ooohhh i love it!!!

im super giddy!!!! hehehe thanks dr. venida for the B+!! it really made me happy!! haha obvious naman diba??

happy 25th month babe!

i love you alvin jay o. reyes!!!

- a space for you christmas wish list on december
- my planner!!! i love its glittery hot pick cover
- my birthday month!!! hehe i put a birthday wish list space for myself too! hahah (august is printed on hot pink paper just beacuse i like it! hahah)

- this is how the pages look like ( april is printed on orange paper beacuse its summery!!)
- the first page of my planner. i put my favorite quote on it so that id always remeber to go for my dreams!!
- march on yellow may on green paper

- each month also comes with a calendar and a space for my shopping list and monthly goals! hahaha

so basically that's my planner!!! i made one because the previous planners i had were boring (this is my third panner na for the year) hahaha... anyway im planning on selling next year! heheh still have to improve this one though!! each month is printed on a different color of paper.

here are my summer must haves in no particular order! hehehe

excited na ako mag summer!!!!


1. bikinis - its time to bring out those bikinis from the inside corners of your closet! i can't wait to go to the beach and have a tan!



2. Sunblock lotion - yes its nice to have a tan but we should remeber to slather sunblock lotion first before baking ourselves under the sun! the higher the spf the better! hehehe i love nivea and hawaian tropics ozone with spf 70! heheh estee lauder is also good with its lovely scent!!!

3. After sun lotion - after baking under the sun its nice to put on this after sun lotion to soothe sunburns and for a longer tan!

4. tank tops - lots and lots of tank tops!!! its going to be super hot so better be prepared with bright, colorful and comfy tank tops!

5. sun dresses - wear them whenever you feel too lazy to put on those shorts or skirts! plus its cute to walk around the beach wearing sun dress!

6. shorts - pants are just to uncomfortable to wear this summer!

7. chic lit books - its super fun to read chic lit books whenever its summer!! heheh enough about thinking hard!!! gossip girl, a list, shopahoilc are must reads this coming summer!! hehehe fine fine pati na rin mga cheesy novels! hahah (im such a "bobo" reader! i love chich lit!)7. ipod and phone - need i say more?? hahah listen to good music while tanning or while having that road trip with your family or friends!!! hahah sing to boy bands for instant laugh trip moments!wahahaha 8. planner - schedule all your out of town trips in your planner!!!

9. sun glasses - protect your eyes too from the harmful rays of the sun by wearing sun glasses! just make sure that your glasses can shield your eyes from the uv rays!!

10. camera - dont you ever dare to leave your camera at home whenever you go to trips! cameras should be packed toegther with all your essentials to capture those boracay sunsets or whatever fun summer memories!!

i have a lot of things to write about but i don't know where and how to start.... hahaha i can't wait for this academic year to end. i want to go to the beach already and to just relax....i want all the school work to end!!! hehehe

i'll post my summer must haves in a while!@!

im super happy that all my school requirements for the week are all done!!!! grabe major hell week!!! yipee!! i can finally rest. all the school work has turned me into a very bitchy and moody person this week and i really dont like being like that. im just glad that everything is over!!!

anyway since i have been super busy and good this week for working on all my school stuff, i rewarded myself by buying 2 sets of bikinis! hahah i think my bikini addiction is back since summer is fast approaching!! heheh i want more!!! hahaha i super can't wait for summer! plus im happy that we're spending our weekend at fontana again. i can finally do some laps and practice on my butterfly stroke. i need to burn all the extra calories from all the cupcakes we ate yesterday at sonja's....

hahahah wala na akong masabi!!!! i just want to have a super nice and relaxing weekend and i want this semester to end already!!! i want to go to the beach and swim...

i cant wait for this week to end. im so tired already from all the school work. last monday i had my finance test from 6-8. after taking the test alvin and i had dinner and then i went home na. as soon as i got home i just took a bath then i started on my philo paper. i was up working on it until 4 am. i was still 4 pages short but i decided to go to sleep because i was already hungry!!! haha there wasn't food yet because the helpers weren't wake yet and i was too scared to go down to our kitchen to grab some snack. hahahah so i just slept all my hunger away!!! (poor tumtum) i woke up at 6 to finish my paper. good thing i finished it by 8. i had enough time to get ready for my 9 am class.

yesterday was crazy also. i didnt really get to rest anymore. i had to meet up with my history groupmates for our skit, presentation and paper. aarrrggghhh i hate it when teachers give out too many requirements! hindi naman sila major subject!!! hahah anyway after the meeting i had another one for my LS class. my groupmates and i interviewed ron for red horse's organizational structure. that ended at around 9 pm. after the interview i still had to read and study for my history quiz today... super titing.. i want sleep and a massage! hahaha

anyway i still have a lot of things to do for the rest of the week. i still have to read 130 pages of michel focault for philo and then there's the LS pass 2 on friday. Lord save me! hehehe i have eye bags already because of all the school work!!

p.s.
despite all the crazy things in school, my new planner keeps me happy! haha i made one for myself since i got bored with the planner that i was using! hehehe i might sell the planners next year! hehehe id post pictures later!! hehehe (sobrang proud sa ginawang planner!1 hahahah)

i just got home from a get together with my highschool barkad. hahah barkada even if we're only 3 in our group. we had dinner at eastwood and then we went to bonifacio high street for cup cakes and coffee.

anyway it really is fun whenever i get to see kookie and kat. the two never fail to make me crack up. i love how we would all talk about high school and laugh at our stupid and silly selves way back then.

high school really is fun and high school friends are definitely for keeps even if you only get to see them once in a blue moon...

this is a happy day!!!!

cheers everyone! i hope you guys had a fun day too!!! smile!!!

i hate you today....

i hope i wont be hating you again tomorrow...

don't worry i'd be fine...

i could take care of myself...

thankyouverymuch...

"And you know what, if you're aspiring to be one, GO FOR IT. No one should tell you that you're not capable of becoming one. Stand up for yourself. And as long as you know what you want, and not step on anyone's toes, you're ready. Just remember that once you're out there, the world will judge you. But that shouldn't stop you. If you have God and you know you can go through it, don't stop. Don't stop until you get there. I'm telling you, I might not be there yet, but its all worth it. And don't ever let anyone's opinions affect you. Its your dream, and your life. Prove them wrong. Just make sure you don't lose yourself on the way and take the wrong road.People will always point fingers and you and put you down. That's part of it. As much as I hate it, its will always be there. Belittling will always be a part of the show." - Abbie Almasco

when i got to read abbie's post, i took it as a sign!!! heheh its now or never!!! heheh im finally giving it a try!!! hehehe tomorrow is the day!!!!

belated happy valentine's day everyone!!!

yesterday alvin adn i celebrated hearts day in a different way. we didn't watch a movie or had a fancy dinner. we no longer have money for that since we celebrated our anniversary a week before. hahahah wala ng pera to go to a ncie resto. but its all good. celebrating vday doesnt have to be very lavish and expensive. we just wanted to be together. masaya na kame dun. we had dinner at flaming wings and he surprised me with carnations when he picked me up for dinner. surprise kasi sabi niya wala na talaga siyang pera pambili ng flowers! haha pinakita pa wallet niya!! hehehe we also went to the spa to have our bodies massaged! heheheh yun na yung pinakdate namen!!! the massage was great!!! heheh pamper pam and alvin!!! woohoo!!! hahah wala nanaman kwenta sinasabi ko... ah basta masaya yung valentines kasi kasama ko si alvin... masaya kasi mahal niya kao mahal ko din siya... masaya kasi alam ko hindi niya ako iiwan... masaya kasi....hhhmmm basta masaya...gets niyo na yun... hindi ko na maexplain e.hehehe

my dad has a photoshoot for BPI today!!! hahah nagmodel!!! naunahan pa kao maging model e!!daig pa ako!!! hahahah oh well...

2nd anniversary

yesterday was perfect. alvin i dint have surprises for each other. we both agreed that no surprises this time and surprises should be saved for our birthdays this year. he said he wanted a simple celebration. so there id idnt prepare anything for alvin. i myelf just wanted to be with him during our anniversary.

we had lunch at flaming wings. lunch was great. good food plus good company. i love how alvin and i can talk and laugh about anything. i simply love being with him.

after class alvin brought me home. i dressed up and then at 6 he picked me up for our dinner date. we had dinner at sprial. it's westin's version of circles. their food wasnt as great as circles but their desserts were absolutely better! alvin reserved one of the best seats! super cozy.... basta we super enjoyed. i got super kilig when i caught alvin staring at me while i was eating. super fun dinner. simple but very romantic. oh and the poolside of westin was very nice. it was fun walking around their mini resort. the weather was perfect. everything was perfect. i was even with the perfect man. haaaayyy.... i know this entry aint that detailed but last night was wonderful. i feel so inlove... hahahah keso!!!!

i love you alvin jay!!!

happiness

happy 2nd year anniversary baba!!!! i love you!!!

too thin is in???

i just finished watching tyra banks' show. the episode today discussed anorexia and how the media and the fashion industry influence the people to be super thin that people especially teenage girls end up being anorexic or too thin. i know that i myself once became too obsessed and conscious of my weight. its sad to be called fat and to be called a pig. that's a fact. no one would want to be called fat, baboy or even ugly. anyway, its just crazy that teens are obsessing about being thin that it gets to a point that they would starve themselves to death just to be like the girls they see on magazines. i used to 140 pounds way back in high school, i am 5'6'' and now i am 110 pounds (i lost 5 pounds because i got sick but im usually 115 pounds). yes there would be times when i would feel that i am fat. i guess its natural for girls to feel conscious most of the times but i know my limits. i know the border line of what is good and healthy for me. people usually think that i no longer eat because i lost a lot of weight. but i do eat. i don’t want to be super thin. i don’t want to look like a corpse walking around the face of the earth. im done with that phase where in i am so obsessed about my weight. i am more comfortable with myself now. i think that beauty is not a matter of how much you weigh in the scale. beauty is more than just physical. beauty transcends numbers shown on the scale and the reflection you see in the mirror. its somewhere inside of you. beauty shouldn’t be seen. it should be felt.

its sad that at present being beautiful equates to being super thin, long hair and flawless skin. its sad that beauty is being boxed by people. its sad that beauty is being stereotyped by the media. its sad that the perception of being beautiful kills a lot people.

its good to be sick...nah

its good to be sick... NO!!!!!

the only thing i like about being sick is that alvin gets super sweet and protective whenever im sick. he'd always visit me here at home and bring me flowers. alvin would always be like a strict dad telling his little girl not to be so magulo and to rest all the time. he's so cute whenever he tells me not to be magulo. i like it when he says that he wants to take away my sickness. its sweet when he'd always check for my temperature and would always remind me to take my medications. i love it whenever he'd leave me get well soon notes and letters. i just love how he takes care of me whenver im such a little sickly girl.


last october. i had high fever for 5 days. he visited me everyday. he even stayed until 2 am during the day that my temperature reached 40. he's only allowed to go inside my room whenever im sick. anyway he was just there in my room sitting on my bed while i was sleeping. he would constantly wake me up to take my temperature and to put bimpo on my forehead. i'd never forget that night. i even caught him crying. he said that he cried because he got scared. i was super sick at that time kasi. he also said that he doesnt like seeing me like that and that he wish he were the one who's sick and not me. i know that he would have stayed up until the morning after only if my dad dint ask him to go home. hehehe i even cried when he left. he was super sweet and caring at that time that i didnt want him to go. i cried because i really felt like i was dying already and that it would be the last time id see him. hahah ang drama ko noh?? hehe basta that was the sweetest thing alvin did for me. i knew that my parents really admired him for taking care of me that night. my mom and dad would even check up on him if he was still ok and if his rents werent looking for him yet... haaayyyy....

anyway even if i get so kilig with all the sweet things that alvin does whenever im sick, i still dont like getting sick!!!! gusto ko ng gumaling at mag gain ng weight!!! Lord please... ive been a super nice girl... please make me feel better...please...

i lost 5 pounds in just 3 days. i hate it. i got sick over the weekend that's why i lost so much weight. now im back to being under weight. i super dont like it because its hard to gain weight!!! woar. i also hate it that im sick because i cant do anything. im just stuck on my bed watching tv and sleeping. lord please dont make me sick again.

job hunting

i sent out my resumes to the different companies i liked that were a part of our school job fair. i need to get into a company for my ojt. management economics majors are not required to have an internship but i want to work this summer for the money and for experience. hehehe i hope i get called back by a nice company. hehehe anyway while passing my resumes, i realized that looking for a job is really hard. its more of being at the right place at the right time. im scared. what if i dont get a job after i graduate. i dont want to be a bum!!!! im going to have a month long vacation after graduation then i want to start working. hhhmmm... i want a job that wont bore me... i think office jobs are boring..hehehe i want to work for a magazine or do something about fashion or travelling. heheh pero i dont want to be a flight attendant, i cant be away from my family for a long time and i dont want to spend christmas away from them (talk about being a baby) hehehe anyway i have a year to think of what i really want to do. one more year to prepare for the "real world"!! hehehe


** i wore my alvin's girl shirt today!!! im proud to be alvin's girl..hehehe (alvin has the same shirt only pam's boyfriend is printed on it.)


**
ate sarah, my pregnant cousin is naglilihi. and luxury items are her things. she got 2 new brand new lv bags and a rolex watch from my mom just because she's naglilihi...heheh i dont want to be like that when im pregnant...kawawa asawa ko..hehehe pero if we'll be super rich ok lang!!!! hahaha

new layout

the old one was boring so i decided to change the layout of my blog. its super vibrant! the new layout makes me want to blog and blog and blog. hehehe i guess im always like this whenever i change my blog layout....ciao!!!

2 more weeks!!!

i have two more weeks to prepare for our (alvin and i) anniversary. i really don't know if i should have a surprise or gift for him. hehehe he said he doesnt want surprises anymore since last year was full of surprises but i love surprising him. how am i supposed to top the surprise roofdeck dinner last year. hassle. i really cant think of anything right now... with or without a surprise its all good!!! all i want is to spend the day with him. .. waaaahhh it seems like we've been together for more than 2 years already.parang ang tagal na... heheheh maybe its really like that when you're happy and when you're contented with what you have. i cant ask for anything more when it comes to my relationship with alvin. its not perfect for sure. all relationships has its flaws but im happy and thankful that with alvin, we always try to work things out. hahah darn it. im blabbing again. i really cant write properly. hahahah my sentences are not cohesive. hahaha im jumping from one thing to another. hehehehe

anyway kary asked me last week how it feels like to be with alvin. i went super cheesy and told her that with alvin im sure that its not just the idea of falling in love and having a boyfriend that im in love with. im preety sure that this time around im already in love with the person and not with just the idea or feeling of being in a relationship. =) hahahaha

ok this is too much blabbing already.... i know ive already made my point that im super happy and in love!!! hahahah baduy!!!!!!!!

*having long breaks make me crazy=)

chicken run

im such a chicken.

hahahah right kary?

8 months and i still havent done anything...

darn it pam...

promise next month i'll go give it a try na...

wala ng hiya hiya ...

hahaha

yes im baduy...

yesterday was pamper pam and alvin day. after my LS longtest, alvin and i went to footloose to have out foot massage. an hour of foot massage plus 15 minutes of back, scalp and hand massage...heavenly... the massage was very relaxing that i fell asleep. hahaha after that we went back to katipunan to look for something else to do because we still had an hour and a half before our next class. we ended up having pedicures at the new spa, my cool mint spa. the rates there are very reasonable and the place is so nice. we're going back on monday for body massage!!!!! hahahaha woohoo we decided to have mondays as our pamper me days.=)

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call me jologs.. my sister and i went to eastwood yesterday...why???? because we wanted to see billy crawford!!! hahahah i know i know..baduy ko!!!!! hahah but man he is super hot..as in flaming hot! hahahaha...billy can we have a picture taken with you??? hahahah what the fudge pam?? hahaha fanatic!!!! hahah but man he is hot e..hahahaha so what?? nakakahiya nga lang.. hahahah oh well... if you see me on one of the GMA entertainment/news shows, just deny that im your friend. the gma cameras focused on us while we were having our pictures taken with billy kasi..hahahah jologs talaga..haha but its all good. its fun to be baduy... hahah

flaming wings

had lunch at flaming wings with missy,frankie and alvin. it was supposed to be a bsb lunch but we were the only ones who were free during the planned time. it has been ages since i last "went out" with missy and frankie. we all had chicken wings and chicken tenders. oh wait, before having my chicken tenders i already ate a peanut butter sandwich, chicken mongolian and a light mocha frappe. haha talk about pigging out. anyway, while eating we just shared stories. we just talked and made kwento. hehe im happy that frankie is back to being giddy. you deserve your pretty boy really soon!!! and i hope missy finds hers soon too. they are the two people who deserves to be happy when it comes to their love life. hehehe after lunch we still had an hour to spare so we did what we usually do..BSB time. hehehe then there was marry shag kill...we were just laughing the whole time... it was fun. i missed eating/pigging out with them.. =)

**im lusting on a new phone. the nokia 7390, pink v3x and SE z610i are now out of the picture. im thinking of getting the new n76. well it was just announced by nokia and still doesnt have a release date so it would still take a while til i get a new phone. its all good though. now im really sure this would be it. hehehe big screen, clam shell type, 2 mega pixel camera with flash, nokia made, slim and 3g capable all i wanted in one phone! heheh now i wouldnt have to switch to a moto or SE phone...

photo blogging?? nah

i was supposed to post pictures but freaking pictures wont get uploaded. i got a 91 on my finance long test!! heheheh my highest ever in accounting/finance!!!! i wasnt expecting that kind of a grade.


heheheh pictures to be posted on my multiply!! hehehehe



i'll edit this later...=)

i havent been driving for 2 days (didnt bring a car yesterday because alvin and i went to my dentist after class. today naman the exped is coding and the lynx is still with ford for tune up and all so mama had to borrow the explorer.). hehehe its nice to have a break from all the freaking katipunan traffic. i like it when i have to walk to school from shakey's where mama and papa drop me off.

anyway there are lots of things to do and im not in the mood to do one of them... hahah what a way to start the year right? heheh i'll just work on them when i get home. i just want to surf, jump rope, go to the beach, watch movies and read chic lit books!!! hahahaha i can't wait for summer!!!

ladidadida 23rd monthsary tomorrow!!!!!!!

happy new year

christmas was great!

had the usual noche buena and opening of gifts with my family. christmas is always good because i always spend it with my fmaily. with or without presents as long as i am with them i'll be happy. on the last day of simbang gabi (i completed it!!yahoo 5th year for me) i went to confession and the priest told me to read corintianhs 13 as my penance. after reading the passage i felt great! i dont know exaclty why but it seems like something was lifted from me. =) anyhoo.... christmas day was spent with family. lunch at the pascual-david reunion then dinner at the ramos reunion. got lots of moolah from relatives!!! i can now buy the phone that i want with all the money i got but ive decided to put them in the bank. hehehe im waiting til feb or march. ladidadida anyway basta masaya ang pasko!!!! hehehe hope you guys also had a merry christmas!!

the day after christmas, my family plus our travelling buddies went to baguio. stayed there for 5 days. there was nothing to do. i guess when you go there 3-5 times every year you'd just get tired from doing all the things that "tourists" do. eheheh we just enjoyed the super cold weather and played games at BCC. saw a lot of people there too. its always good to go to baguio during christmas time.=)

new year. fire works. torotot. fun fun fun!!!! hehehe tinatamad na ako magkwento e.. basta masaya!!!!

january 3. two year ago alvin and i had our first date. we're better now. we're stronger. we're still very much in love..=)