wake me up when September ends. School is really crazy. requirements here and there. quizzes, long tests, papers and reportings have been keeping me busy the past weeks.this is the ateneo way baby. i know that i shouldn't be complaining because this is the responsibility of a student but i'm already getting really sick because of all the sleepless nights. i shouldnt be complaining because i know that there are a lot of children who would want to take my place now just to be able to study and have a good education. haaayyy its crazy. hahaha well i guess everyone rants about their school load ones in a while. hahaha but i just rant more often than the others. hahahah i can't wait for sembreak to start!!! hahah
p.s. ATENEO WON!!! woohoo chris tiu rocks!!!! hahaha Go Ateneo! One big fight!!
Thursday, September 27, 2007
Saturday, September 22, 2007
Gossip Girls TV series
i super love the book and i am super loving the series as well!!! i can't wait for next Wednesday to download the 2nd episode. anyway i didn't expect some of the other characters to look like the way they do on the tv series.
Blair - she should have stronger features
Serena - she does not look super stunning in the tv series unlike how she was described in the book
Rufus - he looks hotter in the tv series. he's more of a slob in the book kasi e. plus he dresses a little better in the series.
Dan - bakit malaman siya sa tv series. he should be thinner!!!
Chuck - hhhhmmmm he should be more buff. but he looks good. hahaha and yeah he looks a little gay which is nice
Erick - he should be older than S nt younger. in the book he's the older brother of serena e.
Jenny - its super weird that she doesn't have curly and brunette hair. plus she doesn't have a big chest in the tv series. in the book, her chest is the thing that boys really like about her and its like her trade mark! hahaha
anyway yun lang... the series is nice!!! hahah ang saya!!! plus natie looks super good!!! ang hot niya!!! hahaha i cant wait for the last book!!! haha the author would be changing the characters na kasi!! hehehe there should be an IT GIrl tv series na din after gossip girls and A LIst!!! heheh woohoo!!!! ditzy chick lit rocks!!! hahaha
Blair - she should have stronger features
Serena - she does not look super stunning in the tv series unlike how she was described in the book
Rufus - he looks hotter in the tv series. he's more of a slob in the book kasi e. plus he dresses a little better in the series.
Dan - bakit malaman siya sa tv series. he should be thinner!!!
Chuck - hhhhmmmm he should be more buff. but he looks good. hahaha and yeah he looks a little gay which is nice
Erick - he should be older than S nt younger. in the book he's the older brother of serena e.
Jenny - its super weird that she doesn't have curly and brunette hair. plus she doesn't have a big chest in the tv series. in the book, her chest is the thing that boys really like about her and its like her trade mark! hahaha
anyway yun lang... the series is nice!!! hahah ang saya!!! plus natie looks super good!!! ang hot niya!!! hahaha i cant wait for the last book!!! haha the author would be changing the characters na kasi!! hehehe there should be an IT GIrl tv series na din after gossip girls and A LIst!!! heheh woohoo!!!! ditzy chick lit rocks!!! hahaha
Friday, September 21, 2007
sickly princess
im sick. my head hurts, my calfs and hamstrings are aching, my back hurts, plus i have a fever. hahahaha im such a sickly person. i got sick because.... i only had 2 hours of sleep. hahahaha like i said in my previous entry, i sleep at 9pm that's why when i slept at 3:30am this morning, i instantly felt sick when i woke up. hahaha ang selan daw ng katawan ko sabi ni alvin!! hahah im such a sickly princess!! wahahaha
i'm almost done compiling our ls paper!! woohoo!!!! after 17 hours!!!! woohoo!!! ang saya!!! hassle nga lang kasi ang sama sobra ng pakiramdam ko!! hahaha anyhoo.. sige bye!!!
p.s. cute nung new layout!!
i'm almost done compiling our ls paper!! woohoo!!!! after 17 hours!!!! woohoo!!! ang saya!!! hassle nga lang kasi ang sama sobra ng pakiramdam ko!! hahaha anyhoo.. sige bye!!!
p.s. cute nung new layout!!
buhay atenista
school work is killing me. the past week has been super crazy. deadlines and tests everyday. ( theo reflection, eco 177 long test, eco 142 lon test, LS 126 final paper, eco 177 final paper plus presentations) i can't wait for the weekend to start. haaayyy i've been sleeping super late the past few days!!! ang pangit ko na!!! haha my eye bags have turned to eye maletas already!!! hahaha grabe gusto ko na matulog!!!!! 1:20 am na!!!! for goodness' sake!!! ang sleeping time ko ay 9pm! hahaha oo daig ko pa si CInderella!! hahah onti nalang talaga... hahahah i can do this!!! AMDG!! magpapaka MAgis na ako! hahaha Ateneo hayop ka!!! sobra sobrang pasakit na to ha!!! malapit na kao mapikon!!!hahaha grabe sobrang crazy na ko!!
Masarap maging Atenista... yun yung sabi nung tshirt na binebenta sa school... haha pero minsan mahirap at nakakloka maging atenista!!! wahahah
Masarap maging Atenista... yun yung sabi nung tshirt na binebenta sa school... haha pero minsan mahirap at nakakloka maging atenista!!! wahahah
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
l-o-v-e
got this form kary's blog!!! it's super nice!!! hehehe anyway im super tired from all the school work. the eco177 long test almost killed me!!! talo pa ang thesis e!!! hehehe theo, ls and eco nalang!!! i cant wait for sembreak!!!! haaayyy... lalalala
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Falling In Love
Falling In Love
It is a mystery why we fall in love.
It is a mystery how it happens. It is a mystery when it comes.
It is a mystery why some love grows and it is a mystery why some love fails.
You can analyze this mystery and look for reasons and causes, but you will never do anymore than take the life out of the experience. Just as life itself is more than the sum of the bones and muscles and electrical impulses in the body, love is more than the sum of the interests and attractions and commonalities that two people share. And just as life itself is a gift that comes and goes in its own time, so too, the coming of love must be taken as an unfathomable gift that cannot be questioned in its ways.
Sometimes, hopefully at least once in your life - the gift of love will come to you in full flower, and you will take hold of it and celebrate it in all inexpressible beauty. This is the dream we all share.
More often, it will come and take hold of you, celebrate you for a brief moment, then move on.
When this happens to young people, they too often try to grasp the love and hold it to them, refusing to see that it is a gift that is freely given and a gift that just as freely, moves away. When they fall out of love, or the person they love feels the spirit of love leaving, they try desperately to reclaim the love that is lost rather than accepting the gift for what it was, then moving on.
They want answers where there are no answers. They want to know what is wrong in them that makes the other person no longer love them, or they try to get their lover to change, thinking that if some small things were different, love would bloom again. They blame their circumstances and say that if they go far away and start a new life together, their love will grow.
They try anything to give meaning to what has happened. But there is no meaning beyond the love itself, and until they accept its own mysterious ways, they live in a sea of misery.
You need to know this about love, and to accept it. You need to treat what it brings you with kindness. If you find yourself in love with someone who does not love you, be gentle with yourself. There is nothing wrong with you. Love just didn't choose to rest in the other person's heart.
If you find someone else in love with you and you don't love her, feel honored that love came and called at your door, but gently refuse the gift you cannot return. Do not take advantage; do not cause pain. How you deal with love is how you deal with you, and all our hearts feel the same pains and joys, even if our lives and ways are different.
If you fall in love with another, and she falls in love with you, and then love chooses to leave, do not try to reclaim it or to assess blame. Let it go. There is a reason and there is a meaning. You will know in time.
Remember that you don't choose love. Love chooses you.
All you can really do is accept it for all its mystery when it comes into your life. Feel the way it fills you to overflowing, then reach out and give it away. Give it back to the person who brought it alive in you.
Give it to others who deem it poor in spirit. Give it to the world around you in anyway you can.
There is where many lovers go wrong. Having been so long without love, they understand love only as a need. They see their hearts as empty places that will be filled by love, and they begin to look at love as something that flows to them rather than from them.
The first blush of new love is filled to overflowing, but as their love cools, they revert to seeing their love as a need. They cease to be someone who generates love and instead become someone who seeks love.
They forget that the secret of love is that it is a gift, and that it can be made to grow only by giving it away.
Remember this, and keep it to your heart. Love has its own time, its own seasons, and its own reason for coming and going. You cannot bribe it or coerce it, or reason it into staying. You can only embrace it when it arrives and give it away when it comes to you. But if it chooses to leave from your heart or from the heart of your lover, there is nothing you can do and there is nothing you should do. Love always has been and always will be a mystery. Be glad that it came to live for a moment in your life. IF YOU KEEP YOUR HEART OPEN IT WILL COME AGAIN.
It is a mystery how it happens. It is a mystery when it comes.
It is a mystery why some love grows and it is a mystery why some love fails.
You can analyze this mystery and look for reasons and causes, but you will never do anymore than take the life out of the experience. Just as life itself is more than the sum of the bones and muscles and electrical impulses in the body, love is more than the sum of the interests and attractions and commonalities that two people share. And just as life itself is a gift that comes and goes in its own time, so too, the coming of love must be taken as an unfathomable gift that cannot be questioned in its ways.
Sometimes, hopefully at least once in your life - the gift of love will come to you in full flower, and you will take hold of it and celebrate it in all inexpressible beauty. This is the dream we all share.
More often, it will come and take hold of you, celebrate you for a brief moment, then move on.
When this happens to young people, they too often try to grasp the love and hold it to them, refusing to see that it is a gift that is freely given and a gift that just as freely, moves away. When they fall out of love, or the person they love feels the spirit of love leaving, they try desperately to reclaim the love that is lost rather than accepting the gift for what it was, then moving on.
They want answers where there are no answers. They want to know what is wrong in them that makes the other person no longer love them, or they try to get their lover to change, thinking that if some small things were different, love would bloom again. They blame their circumstances and say that if they go far away and start a new life together, their love will grow.
They try anything to give meaning to what has happened. But there is no meaning beyond the love itself, and until they accept its own mysterious ways, they live in a sea of misery.
You need to know this about love, and to accept it. You need to treat what it brings you with kindness. If you find yourself in love with someone who does not love you, be gentle with yourself. There is nothing wrong with you. Love just didn't choose to rest in the other person's heart.
If you find someone else in love with you and you don't love her, feel honored that love came and called at your door, but gently refuse the gift you cannot return. Do not take advantage; do not cause pain. How you deal with love is how you deal with you, and all our hearts feel the same pains and joys, even if our lives and ways are different.
If you fall in love with another, and she falls in love with you, and then love chooses to leave, do not try to reclaim it or to assess blame. Let it go. There is a reason and there is a meaning. You will know in time.
Remember that you don't choose love. Love chooses you.
All you can really do is accept it for all its mystery when it comes into your life. Feel the way it fills you to overflowing, then reach out and give it away. Give it back to the person who brought it alive in you.
Give it to others who deem it poor in spirit. Give it to the world around you in anyway you can.
There is where many lovers go wrong. Having been so long without love, they understand love only as a need. They see their hearts as empty places that will be filled by love, and they begin to look at love as something that flows to them rather than from them.
The first blush of new love is filled to overflowing, but as their love cools, they revert to seeing their love as a need. They cease to be someone who generates love and instead become someone who seeks love.
They forget that the secret of love is that it is a gift, and that it can be made to grow only by giving it away.
Remember this, and keep it to your heart. Love has its own time, its own seasons, and its own reason for coming and going. You cannot bribe it or coerce it, or reason it into staying. You can only embrace it when it arrives and give it away when it comes to you. But if it chooses to leave from your heart or from the heart of your lover, there is nothing you can do and there is nothing you should do. Love always has been and always will be a mystery. Be glad that it came to live for a moment in your life. IF YOU KEEP YOUR HEART OPEN IT WILL COME AGAIN.
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Falling In Love
Falling In Love
It is a mystery why we fall in love.
It is a mystery how it happens. It is a mystery when it comes.
It is a mystery why some love grows and it is a mystery why some love fails.
You can analyze this mystery and look for reasons and causes, but you will never do anymore than take the life out of the experience. Just as life itself is more than the sum of the bones and muscles and electrical impulses in the body, love is more than the sum of the interests and attractions and commonalities that two people share. And just as life itself is a gift that comes and goes in its own time, so too, the coming of love must be taken as an unfathomable gift that cannot be questioned in its ways.
Sometimes, hopefully at least once in your life - the gift of love will come to you in full flower, and you will take hold of it and celebrate it in all inexpressible beauty. This is the dream we all share.
More often, it will come and take hold of you, celebrate you for a brief moment, then move on.
When this happens to young people, they too often try to grasp the love and hold it to them, refusing to see that it is a gift that is freely given and a gift that just as freely, moves away. When they fall out of love, or the person they love feels the spirit of love leaving, they try desperately to reclaim the love that is lost rather than accepting the gift for what it was, then moving on.
They want answers where there are no answers. They want to know what is wrong in them that makes the other person no longer love them, or they try to get their lover to change, thinking that if some small things were different, love would bloom again. They blame their circumstances and say that if they go far away and start a new life together, their love will grow.
They try anything to give meaning to what has happened. But there is no meaning beyond the love itself, and until they accept its own mysterious ways, they live in a sea of misery.
You need to know this about love, and to accept it. You need to treat what it brings you with kindness. If you find yourself in love with someone who does not love you, be gentle with yourself. There is nothing wrong with you. Love just didn't choose to rest in the other person's heart.
If you find someone else in love with you and you don't love her, feel honored that love came and called at your door, but gently refuse the gift you cannot return. Do not take advantage; do not cause pain. How you deal with love is how you deal with you, and all our hearts feel the same pains and joys, even if our lives and ways are different.
If you fall in love with another, and she falls in love with you, and then love chooses to leave, do not try to reclaim it or to assess blame. Let it go. There is a reason and there is a meaning. You will know in time.
Remember that you don't choose love. Love chooses you.
All you can really do is accept it for all its mystery when it comes into your life. Feel the way it fills you to overflowing, then reach out and give it away. Give it back to the person who brought it alive in you.
Give it to others who deem it poor in spirit. Give it to the world around you in anyway you can.
There is where many lovers go wrong. Having been so long without love, they understand love only as a need. They see their hearts as empty places that will be filled by love, and they begin to look at love as something that flows to them rather than from them.
The first blush of new love is filled to overflowing, but as their love cools, they revert to seeing their love as a need. They cease to be someone who generates love and instead become someone who seeks love.
They forget that the secret of love is that it is a gift, and that it can be made to grow only by giving it away.
Remember this, and keep it to your heart. Love has its own time, its own seasons, and its own reason for coming and going. You cannot bribe it or coerce it, or reason it into staying. You can only embrace it when it arrives and give it away when it comes to you. But if it chooses to leave from your heart or from the heart of your lover, there is nothing you can do and there is nothing you should do. Love always has been and always will be a mystery. Be glad that it came to live for a moment in your life. IF YOU KEEP YOUR HEART OPEN IT WILL COME AGAIN.
It is a mystery how it happens. It is a mystery when it comes.
It is a mystery why some love grows and it is a mystery why some love fails.
You can analyze this mystery and look for reasons and causes, but you will never do anymore than take the life out of the experience. Just as life itself is more than the sum of the bones and muscles and electrical impulses in the body, love is more than the sum of the interests and attractions and commonalities that two people share. And just as life itself is a gift that comes and goes in its own time, so too, the coming of love must be taken as an unfathomable gift that cannot be questioned in its ways.
Sometimes, hopefully at least once in your life - the gift of love will come to you in full flower, and you will take hold of it and celebrate it in all inexpressible beauty. This is the dream we all share.
More often, it will come and take hold of you, celebrate you for a brief moment, then move on.
When this happens to young people, they too often try to grasp the love and hold it to them, refusing to see that it is a gift that is freely given and a gift that just as freely, moves away. When they fall out of love, or the person they love feels the spirit of love leaving, they try desperately to reclaim the love that is lost rather than accepting the gift for what it was, then moving on.
They want answers where there are no answers. They want to know what is wrong in them that makes the other person no longer love them, or they try to get their lover to change, thinking that if some small things were different, love would bloom again. They blame their circumstances and say that if they go far away and start a new life together, their love will grow.
They try anything to give meaning to what has happened. But there is no meaning beyond the love itself, and until they accept its own mysterious ways, they live in a sea of misery.
You need to know this about love, and to accept it. You need to treat what it brings you with kindness. If you find yourself in love with someone who does not love you, be gentle with yourself. There is nothing wrong with you. Love just didn't choose to rest in the other person's heart.
If you find someone else in love with you and you don't love her, feel honored that love came and called at your door, but gently refuse the gift you cannot return. Do not take advantage; do not cause pain. How you deal with love is how you deal with you, and all our hearts feel the same pains and joys, even if our lives and ways are different.
If you fall in love with another, and she falls in love with you, and then love chooses to leave, do not try to reclaim it or to assess blame. Let it go. There is a reason and there is a meaning. You will know in time.
Remember that you don't choose love. Love chooses you.
All you can really do is accept it for all its mystery when it comes into your life. Feel the way it fills you to overflowing, then reach out and give it away. Give it back to the person who brought it alive in you.
Give it to others who deem it poor in spirit. Give it to the world around you in anyway you can.
There is where many lovers go wrong. Having been so long without love, they understand love only as a need. They see their hearts as empty places that will be filled by love, and they begin to look at love as something that flows to them rather than from them.
The first blush of new love is filled to overflowing, but as their love cools, they revert to seeing their love as a need. They cease to be someone who generates love and instead become someone who seeks love.
They forget that the secret of love is that it is a gift, and that it can be made to grow only by giving it away.
Remember this, and keep it to your heart. Love has its own time, its own seasons, and its own reason for coming and going. You cannot bribe it or coerce it, or reason it into staying. You can only embrace it when it arrives and give it away when it comes to you. But if it chooses to leave from your heart or from the heart of your lover, there is nothing you can do and there is nothing you should do. Love always has been and always will be a mystery. Be glad that it came to live for a moment in your life. IF YOU KEEP YOUR HEART OPEN IT WILL COME AGAIN.
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Tuesday, September 18, 2007
mercury drug
since my car was coding today, i asked my mom to pick me up after class. before going home, we passed my mercury drugstore to buy my little sister katherine antibiotics. As i was waiting for the medicine and my credit card statement, i felt super sad because there were a lot of people who were buying medicine and they didnt have enough money for it.
first scenario:
mom: sir magkano po itong gamot na ito? (shows receta to the attendant)
mercury drug attendatnt: maam 265 po
mom: e ito po? (shows another receta to attendant)
mda: maam 130 po
mom: ang mahal pala ng gamot ng papa mo. tag isa na lang muna ang bilhin natin (talks to daughter)
second scenario:
old man: miss 12 pieces nga nito (shows medicine) tapos 6 dito (shows another medicine)
mda: sir 262 po
old man: miss gawin mo na lang 6 din yun 12
mda: sir 120 na lang po ( she sees that the man only has 100 pesos)
old man: ay miss 100 lang ang binigay sakin e
mda:sige po sir bawasan na lang natin
old man: sige salamat
haaayyyy... i super wanted to cry at that time. i wanted to pay for his medicines. i super felt sad that a lot of people couldnt even buy the medicine they need to live. sobrang nakakalungkot marinig at makita yung mga ganung pangyayari. i wanted to do something but i still don't know how to help them. the thought of joining politics have left my mind since 2nd year college. maybe when i graduate id give a portion of my salary to someone who has a heart ailment. i super want to help other people. i just dont know if id have enough resources to do so. i promised myself that when i earn a lot already id sponsor someone's schooling. haaaayyyy sana super yaman na lang ako para madami akong matulungan.... heheh for the first time hindi damit o bag ang gusto kong pag gastusan ng pera... sobrang nakaklungkot kasi yung mga nakita ko kanina e...
first scenario:
mom: sir magkano po itong gamot na ito? (shows receta to the attendant)
mercury drug attendatnt: maam 265 po
mom: e ito po? (shows another receta to attendant)
mda: maam 130 po
mom: ang mahal pala ng gamot ng papa mo. tag isa na lang muna ang bilhin natin (talks to daughter)
second scenario:
old man: miss 12 pieces nga nito (shows medicine) tapos 6 dito (shows another medicine)
mda: sir 262 po
old man: miss gawin mo na lang 6 din yun 12
mda: sir 120 na lang po ( she sees that the man only has 100 pesos)
old man: ay miss 100 lang ang binigay sakin e
mda:sige po sir bawasan na lang natin
old man: sige salamat
haaayyyy... i super wanted to cry at that time. i wanted to pay for his medicines. i super felt sad that a lot of people couldnt even buy the medicine they need to live. sobrang nakakalungkot marinig at makita yung mga ganung pangyayari. i wanted to do something but i still don't know how to help them. the thought of joining politics have left my mind since 2nd year college. maybe when i graduate id give a portion of my salary to someone who has a heart ailment. i super want to help other people. i just dont know if id have enough resources to do so. i promised myself that when i earn a lot already id sponsor someone's schooling. haaaayyyy sana super yaman na lang ako para madami akong matulungan.... heheh for the first time hindi damit o bag ang gusto kong pag gastusan ng pera... sobrang nakaklungkot kasi yung mga nakita ko kanina e...
Thursday, September 13, 2007
new template
i got bored with the old template already so i decided to get a new one! i super want to make my own template but i just dont know how to make one!!! hahaha im such a loser!!! anyhoo, i gained 2 pounds!! i've been eating a lot lately. no, make that pigging out. hahahah i need to control myself!!! hahah tatakbo na ako ulit!!! sexy body here i come! wahahahah i need to be ready for boracay/bangkok!!! hahahaha ang walang kwenta nanaman ng post ko!!!! woohoo i missed blogging!!!!
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