Monday, October 01, 2007

i bleed blue

ateneo lost.

whatever happens masarap pa din maging atenista.

its just sad that the team that you see train so hard everyday lost one of the most important (if not the most important)game of the season.

haaaayyyy....

ah basta win or lose its the school we choose!!!

we will beat you next season!

GO Ateneo!!

One Big Fight!!

p.s.
now i sound like a true blue fan. =)
hahaha

Thursday, September 27, 2007

wake me up when September ends. School is really crazy. requirements here and there. quizzes, long tests, papers and reportings have been keeping me busy the past weeks.this is the ateneo way baby. i know that i shouldn't be complaining because this is the responsibility of a student but i'm already getting really sick because of all the sleepless nights. i shouldnt be complaining because i know that there are a lot of children who would want to take my place now just to be able to study and have a good education. haaayyy its crazy. hahaha well i guess everyone rants about their school load ones in a while. hahaha but i just rant more often than the others. hahahah i can't wait for sembreak to start!!! hahah


p.s. ATENEO WON!!! woohoo chris tiu rocks!!!! hahaha Go Ateneo! One big fight!!

Saturday, September 22, 2007

Gossip Girls TV series

i super love the book and i am super loving the series as well!!! i can't wait for next Wednesday to download the 2nd episode. anyway i didn't expect some of the other characters to look like the way they do on the tv series.

Blair - she should have stronger features
Serena - she does not look super stunning in the tv series unlike how she was described in the book
Rufus - he looks hotter in the tv series. he's more of a slob in the book kasi e. plus he dresses a little better in the series.
Dan - bakit malaman siya sa tv series. he should be thinner!!!
Chuck - hhhhmmmm he should be more buff. but he looks good. hahaha and yeah he looks a little gay which is nice
Erick - he should be older than S nt younger. in the book he's the older brother of serena e.
Jenny - its super weird that she doesn't have curly and brunette hair. plus she doesn't have a big chest in the tv series. in the book, her chest is the thing that boys really like about her and its like her trade mark! hahaha

anyway yun lang... the series is nice!!! hahah ang saya!!! plus natie looks super good!!! ang hot niya!!! hahaha i cant wait for the last book!!! haha the author would be changing the characters na kasi!! hehehe there should be an IT GIrl tv series na din after gossip girls and A LIst!!! heheh woohoo!!!! ditzy chick lit rocks!!! hahaha

Friday, September 21, 2007

sickly princess

im sick. my head hurts, my calfs and hamstrings are aching, my back hurts, plus i have a fever. hahahaha im such a sickly person. i got sick because.... i only had 2 hours of sleep. hahahaha like i said in my previous entry, i sleep at 9pm that's why when i slept at 3:30am this morning, i instantly felt sick when i woke up. hahaha ang selan daw ng katawan ko sabi ni alvin!! hahah im such a sickly princess!! wahahaha

i'm almost done compiling our ls paper!! woohoo!!!! after 17 hours!!!! woohoo!!! ang saya!!! hassle nga lang kasi ang sama sobra ng pakiramdam ko!! hahaha anyhoo.. sige bye!!!

p.s. cute nung new layout!!

buhay atenista

school work is killing me. the past week has been super crazy. deadlines and tests everyday. ( theo reflection, eco 177 long test, eco 142 lon test, LS 126 final paper, eco 177 final paper plus presentations) i can't wait for the weekend to start. haaayyy i've been sleeping super late the past few days!!! ang pangit ko na!!! haha my eye bags have turned to eye maletas already!!! hahaha grabe gusto ko na matulog!!!!! 1:20 am na!!!! for goodness' sake!!! ang sleeping time ko ay 9pm! hahaha oo daig ko pa si CInderella!! hahah onti nalang talaga... hahahah i can do this!!! AMDG!! magpapaka MAgis na ako! hahaha Ateneo hayop ka!!! sobra sobrang pasakit na to ha!!! malapit na kao mapikon!!!hahaha grabe sobrang crazy na ko!!

Masarap maging Atenista... yun yung sabi nung tshirt na binebenta sa school... haha pero minsan mahirap at nakakloka maging atenista!!! wahahah

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

l-o-v-e

got this form kary's blog!!! it's super nice!!! hehehe anyway im super tired from all the school work. the eco177 long test almost killed me!!! talo pa ang thesis e!!! hehehe theo, ls and eco nalang!!! i cant wait for sembreak!!!! haaayyy... lalalala

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Falling In Love

Falling In Love

It is a mystery why we fall in love.

It is a mystery how it happens. It is a mystery when it comes.

It is a mystery why some love grows and it is a mystery why some love fails.

You can analyze this mystery and look for reasons and causes, but you will never do anymore than take the life out of the experience. Just as life itself is more than the sum of the bones and muscles and electrical impulses in the body, love is more than the sum of the interests and attractions and commonalities that two people share. And just as life itself is a gift that comes and goes in its own time, so too, the coming of love must be taken as an unfathomable gift that cannot be questioned in its ways.

Sometimes, hopefully at least once in your life - the gift of love will come to you in full flower, and you will take hold of it and celebrate it in all inexpressible beauty. This is the dream we all share.

More often, it will come and take hold of you, celebrate you for a brief moment, then move on.

When this happens to young people, they too often try to grasp the love and hold it to them, refusing to see that it is a gift that is freely given and a gift that just as freely, moves away. When they fall out of love, or the person they love feels the spirit of love leaving, they try desperately to reclaim the love that is lost rather than accepting the gift for what it was, then moving on.

They want answers where there are no answers. They want to know what is wrong in them that makes the other person no longer love them, or they try to get their lover to change, thinking that if some small things were different, love would bloom again. They blame their circumstances and say that if they go far away and start a new life together, their love will grow.

They try anything to give meaning to what has happened. But there is no meaning beyond the love itself, and until they accept its own mysterious ways, they live in a sea of misery.

You need to know this about love, and to accept it. You need to treat what it brings you with kindness. If you find yourself in love with someone who does not love you, be gentle with yourself. There is nothing wrong with you. Love just didn't choose to rest in the other person's heart.

If you find someone else in love with you and you don't love her, feel honored that love came and called at your door, but gently refuse the gift you cannot return. Do not take advantage; do not cause pain. How you deal with love is how you deal with you, and all our hearts feel the same pains and joys, even if our lives and ways are different.

If you fall in love with another, and she falls in love with you, and then love chooses to leave, do not try to reclaim it or to assess blame. Let it go. There is a reason and there is a meaning. You will know in time.

Remember that you don't choose love. Love chooses you.

All you can really do is accept it for all its mystery when it comes into your life. Feel the way it fills you to overflowing, then reach out and give it away. Give it back to the person who brought it alive in you.

Give it to others who deem it poor in spirit. Give it to the world around you in anyway you can.

There is where many lovers go wrong. Having been so long without love, they understand love only as a need. They see their hearts as empty places that will be filled by love, and they begin to look at love as something that flows to them rather than from them.

The first blush of new love is filled to overflowing, but as their love cools, they revert to seeing their love as a need. They cease to be someone who generates love and instead become someone who seeks love.

They forget that the secret of love is that it is a gift, and that it can be made to grow only by giving it away.

Remember this, and keep it to your heart. Love has its own time, its own seasons, and its own reason for coming and going. You cannot bribe it or coerce it, or reason it into staying. You can only embrace it when it arrives and give it away when it comes to you. But if it chooses to leave from your heart or from the heart of your lover, there is nothing you can do and there is nothing you should do. Love always has been and always will be a mystery. Be glad that it came to live for a moment in your life. IF YOU KEEP YOUR HEART OPEN IT WILL COME AGAIN.


It is a mystery how it happens. It is a mystery when it comes.

It is a mystery why some love grows and it is a mystery why some love fails.

You can analyze this mystery and look for reasons and causes, but you will never do anymore than take the life out of the experience. Just as life itself is more than the sum of the bones and muscles and electrical impulses in the body, love is more than the sum of the interests and attractions and commonalities that two people share. And just as life itself is a gift that comes and goes in its own time, so too, the coming of love must be taken as an unfathomable gift that cannot be questioned in its ways.

Sometimes, hopefully at least once in your life - the gift of love will come to you in full flower, and you will take hold of it and celebrate it in all inexpressible beauty. This is the dream we all share.

More often, it will come and take hold of you, celebrate you for a brief moment, then move on.

When this happens to young people, they too often try to grasp the love and hold it to them, refusing to see that it is a gift that is freely given and a gift that just as freely, moves away. When they fall out of love, or the person they love feels the spirit of love leaving, they try desperately to reclaim the love that is lost rather than accepting the gift for what it was, then moving on.

They want answers where there are no answers. They want to know what is wrong in them that makes the other person no longer love them, or they try to get their lover to change, thinking that if some small things were different, love would bloom again. They blame their circumstances and say that if they go far away and start a new life together, their love will grow.

They try anything to give meaning to what has happened. But there is no meaning beyond the love itself, and until they accept its own mysterious ways, they live in a sea of misery.

You need to know this about love, and to accept it. You need to treat what it brings you with kindness. If you find yourself in love with someone who does not love you, be gentle with yourself. There is nothing wrong with you. Love just didn't choose to rest in the other person's heart.

If you find someone else in love with you and you don't love her, feel honored that love came and called at your door, but gently refuse the gift you cannot return. Do not take advantage; do not cause pain. How you deal with love is how you deal with you, and all our hearts feel the same pains and joys, even if our lives and ways are different.

If you fall in love with another, and she falls in love with you, and then love chooses to leave, do not try to reclaim it or to assess blame. Let it go. There is a reason and there is a meaning. You will know in time.

Remember that you don't choose love. Love chooses you.

All you can really do is accept it for all its mystery when it comes into your life. Feel the way it fills you to overflowing, then reach out and give it away. Give it back to the person who brought it alive in you.

Give it to others who deem it poor in spirit. Give it to the world around you in anyway you can.

There is where many lovers go wrong. Having been so long without love, they understand love only as a need. They see their hearts as empty places that will be filled by love, and they begin to look at love as something that flows to them rather than from them.

The first blush of new love is filled to overflowing, but as their love cools, they revert to seeing their love as a need. They cease to be someone who generates love and instead become someone who seeks love.

They forget that the secret of love is that it is a gift, and that it can be made to grow only by giving it away.

Remember this, and keep it to your heart. Love has its own time, its own seasons, and its own reason for coming and going. You cannot bribe it or coerce it, or reason it into staying. You can only embrace it when it arrives and give it away when it comes to you. But if it chooses to leave from your heart or from the heart of your lover, there is nothing you can do and there is nothing you should do. Love always has been and always will be a mystery. Be glad that it came to live for a moment in your life. IF YOU KEEP YOUR HEART OPEN IT WILL COME AGAIN.

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Tuesday, September 18, 2007

mercury drug

since my car was coding today, i asked my mom to pick me up after class. before going home, we passed my mercury drugstore to buy my little sister katherine antibiotics. As i was waiting for the medicine and my credit card statement, i felt super sad because there were a lot of people who were buying medicine and they didnt have enough money for it.

first scenario:

mom: sir magkano po itong gamot na ito? (shows receta to the attendant)
mercury drug attendatnt: maam 265 po
mom: e ito po? (shows another receta to attendant)
mda: maam 130 po
mom: ang mahal pala ng gamot ng papa mo. tag isa na lang muna ang bilhin natin (talks to daughter)

second scenario:

old man: miss 12 pieces nga nito (shows medicine) tapos 6 dito (shows another medicine)
mda: sir 262 po
old man: miss gawin mo na lang 6 din yun 12
mda: sir 120 na lang po ( she sees that the man only has 100 pesos)
old man: ay miss 100 lang ang binigay sakin e
mda:sige po sir bawasan na lang natin
old man: sige salamat

haaayyyy... i super wanted to cry at that time. i wanted to pay for his medicines. i super felt sad that a lot of people couldnt even buy the medicine they need to live. sobrang nakakalungkot marinig at makita yung mga ganung pangyayari. i wanted to do something but i still don't know how to help them. the thought of joining politics have left my mind since 2nd year college. maybe when i graduate id give a portion of my salary to someone who has a heart ailment. i super want to help other people. i just dont know if id have enough resources to do so. i promised myself that when i earn a lot already id sponsor someone's schooling. haaaayyyy sana super yaman na lang ako para madami akong matulungan.... heheh for the first time hindi damit o bag ang gusto kong pag gastusan ng pera... sobrang nakaklungkot kasi yung mga nakita ko kanina e...

Thursday, September 13, 2007

new template

i got bored with the old template already so i decided to get a new one! i super want to make my own template but i just dont know how to make one!!! hahaha im such a loser!!! anyhoo, i gained 2 pounds!! i've been eating a lot lately. no, make that pigging out. hahahah i need to control myself!!! hahah tatakbo na ako ulit!!! sexy body here i come! wahahahah i need to be ready for boracay/bangkok!!! hahahaha ang walang kwenta nanaman ng post ko!!!! woohoo i missed blogging!!!!

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

head shots

had my creative shot retaken. i didnt go with a theme anymore kaya headshot na lang!!! hahaha thanks jeroy for the makeup and the false lashes!!! hahaha super cam whoring after the shoot para hindi sayang yung make up! hahaha















Saturday, August 25, 2007

look who's back

i haven't blogged for a while. hhhmm there's really nothing to talk about! hahaha school is still the same the past 3 weeks have been full of long tests and oral exams. heheh thank Jesus for the cancellation of classes (but i feel sorry for those who lost homes, loved ones, etc. because of the typhoon). im really tired of school at the moment. i want the sem to end. i can't wait for sem break already! hahaha tamad ka pam!!!! the only fun class i have this semester is LS just because we are working on a business project but the class hours during LS is crazy!!!! its super boring!!! our teacher talks as if he is stoned! hahaha and sometimes we spend a whole hour and half with reports that have already been done a million times in class already!

anyway, yesterday was my first time to cook adobo. i volunteered to cook our groups adobo paella for our LS proj. when i got home after class, ate ruby, our cook wasnt home. our other helper said she went to her sisters house to lend her money!!! wahhhh goodness gracious how am i supposed to cook the adobo paella without our house cook??? hahah i super had to come up with the paella or else id be dead so i called ate ruby on her mobile phone and asked her for the recipe. heheheh 3 hours after i was able to come up with the adobo paella!!! hahah sorry the recipe will be kept a secret for our project's sake. hahaha i brought the paella to school and thank goodness that my group mates and some of the track people loved it!!! hahah im super proud of myself!!! hhahaha pat on the back!!! hahah ang yabang mo pam!!!! hahahah forgive me its the first time kasi that i cooked something like that! i just bake! hahaha pwede na daw ako mag asawa sabi nila dawn and kookie!!! (in 6 years maybe) hahaha

hahahah i missed blogging!!!! im talking nonsense again!!!

oh its my creative pic re shoot on Tuesday na pala!!! i still have no final plan yet for it!!!! hahah help me God!!!

p.s.
i have short hair again!!!

Thursday, August 02, 2007

go around the world with me

i want to travel travel and travel. if just had all the money in the world. hehehe i want a high paying job so that i could travel after graudation and for the rest of my life hahahaha! ooohhhh.... i want to see the world.... please Lord please... i can't wait for next year!!

Sunday, July 29, 2007

Win or lose its the school we choose





Go Ateneo! One Big Fight!

talo ateneo! boo!!!! heheh but its all good! i had fun! its been a year since i watched a game live! i love cheering! i super missed it! boosters days i super miss! anyway the game today wasn't good. i don't think that the team had a very good defensive play. kulang sa rebounds and there were loads of turnovers and missed shots. pero ok pa din!! i super had fun cheering for ateneo!!! woohoo!!! sayang i didnt try out for babble back in first year. i remember asking danvic if they'd accept a girl and he said that i should just try pero bahala ako kasi puro boys and walang nagttry out for the batallion na girl. i miss cheerleading!!! waaahhh!!! hahaha wala nanaman kwenta post ko!!! hahaha anyway here are a few pictures from the game!!!

Go Ateneo!!!
hahahah

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

i haven't been updating lately because i have nothing very interesting to write about (as if my previous posts are very interesting).anyhoo.... 2 week ago, alvin celebrated his 21st birthday at aposento. finally frankie, dawm, missy, guada and kenji were able to make me drink( after 4 years of trying). yes, i finally met jose cuervo! hahaha after 19 years i can now say that i know how to drink! hahahah but i still think that i wouldn't try beer. i don't like how it smells and when i don't like how something smells i don't eat or drink it. i only had 3 shots of jose but after that i already felt dizzy and i just kept on laughing. i guess that's how it feels like to be tipsy. i had fun that night. I'm glad that i was with friends who i know would really take care of me when i get drunk. hahaha i love you all!!! at least now i can say that I've tried it(hahah feeling cool na). but i still don't think that id always drink on parties and out of town trips. hahaha

moving on...i had my grad pic photo shoot last week and i didn't like my creative shot!! hassle sa muscle!!! i wasn't really ready for it that's why i ended up using my debut gown and wings. at least i was able to sit and the gown looked nice! wahahaha so there. id have my retake because i really don't like it. super overkill!! at least my formal and casual pics looked good!!

oh! alvin had his grad pic photo shoot today!!! i was his personal alalay while having his pictures taken!! hehehe he was hulk for his creative shot! buti na lang the green face paint was enough to cover his entire face and neck!!! hehehe... fudge...i really am blabbing here.... wahahaha i just realized that its been so long and lot happened na pala... hahahah now I'm contradicting my first statement! ok! ok! id stop here na!!! I'm going back to reading the last installment of harry potter!


p.s.
i like my new layout!!! i think the last one i had was so boring that's why i didnt blog that much!

Saturday, July 14, 2007

Happy Birthday Alvin Jay!!!!!!!

<3

Thursday, July 05, 2007

id be having my grad pic photoshoot on the 21st of july. roughly 2 weeks from now. i still have no idea on what my creative shot would be. i need help!!! hehehehe i feel so old now that im a senior. i can't wait for graduation day to come but im scared too. im scared of what's in store for me. i don't know where id be working after college. i just hope that i'd get a good job. i have a lot of dreams and i want to fulfill them all. im such a dreamer. haaayyy.... my entry doesnt have sense again.. i will never become a writer!!!! i can't even write a good paragraph for heaven's sake!!! hehehehe anyway here are some pictures from blair (my phone) hehehe

p.s. advanced happy 29th monthsary baba!!!






Wednesday, July 04, 2007

he loves me

this is what alvin wrote in his blog profile... im one lucky girl to have him. im happy...=) i love him....<3

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alvin jay o. reyes
currently engaged
and will always be engaged until happily married
i love pamela ann r. bello
currently craving for chocolate sundaes from jolibee
reading glenn morrow's commentary on plato's cretan city
humming the scientist by coldplay
love to sleep and eat
hating the rain because i can't throw
but loving it for the cool weather
needing money for some new sneaks
but also saving up to eat lots and lots of food
currently sick with a cough and the flu
all in all loving life and loving pam
wanting to spend the rest of my life with her
as we fly together into forever

Friday, June 29, 2007

zara is on sale!!! this is love!!! im getting my pay check from my internship today!!! woohoo!!!!! im super giddy!!! and yes i am materialistic sometimes!!!! hehehehe waaaahhhhhhh

Saturday, June 23, 2007

Random things

1. its been two weeks since i went back to school. I've been very busy since day one because of Ateneo's recruitment week. I told myself that solstice would be the last project I'd be working on for MEcO but when Nicky gave me the ph application form i filled it out and submitted it. i really am tired of doing org work but it just keeps on coming. hahaha maybe i just don't know how to turn them down. but i swear this would be the last for the rest of my college life.

2. i finally got a new phone! hehehe i got a pink 7390! its name is Blair! hahaha i like giving names to my stuff. (Steve my car and Britney my ipod) Alvin and i now have the same phone! hahah i know its sooo gay but i was the first one who liked that phone! he just got it first! hahaha

3. track and field. I'm now one of the team managers of track. the team seems to be a nice bunch of people. its good that the other managers are nice and very friendly. plus i love it that the managers can train and work out as well!!! hahah i now have the reason to jog again!!

4. i miss working. i miss walking from my office to glorietta. i miss the people i worked with. i miss having lunch with Chris, Pao, Sarah and Jay. i miss the super cold Pfizer office. working seems to be a lot simpler than studying but it gets really boring sometimes.

5. i want to go shopping. period.

6. i miss summer.

7. death. my Tito died last June 11. it was a very sudden death for him. the family was just with him the day before when papa celebrated his birthday at fontana. we were all so shocked when tita Irene called mama and said that Tito was already with the lord. i am scared of death in a way that someone i love would go before i do. i don't want anyone of my loved ones to die before i do. i don't know why. maybe i just don't like the feeling of losing someone. I'd rather go first.

Tuesday, June 05, 2007

my boss sent me a message asking me if i could go to the office tomorrow for a reporting because my project is one of the candidates for the best project this year at pfizer. waaahhhhh im on my way to tagyatay today and would be going home at 1 in the afternoon tomorrow. i have no time to practice and edit my presentation because i saved it on the computer that i was using in the office. but its all good!!! its enough that my project got noticed by the pfizer people! heheheh yay!!!!

Monday, June 04, 2007

The blog hiatus is over!!!! i'd be updating as soon as possible!!! lots and lots of stories!!! i don't want summer to end yet...