its good to be sick...nah

its good to be sick... NO!!!!!

the only thing i like about being sick is that alvin gets super sweet and protective whenever im sick. he'd always visit me here at home and bring me flowers. alvin would always be like a strict dad telling his little girl not to be so magulo and to rest all the time. he's so cute whenever he tells me not to be magulo. i like it when he says that he wants to take away my sickness. its sweet when he'd always check for my temperature and would always remind me to take my medications. i love it whenever he'd leave me get well soon notes and letters. i just love how he takes care of me whenver im such a little sickly girl.


last october. i had high fever for 5 days. he visited me everyday. he even stayed until 2 am during the day that my temperature reached 40. he's only allowed to go inside my room whenever im sick. anyway he was just there in my room sitting on my bed while i was sleeping. he would constantly wake me up to take my temperature and to put bimpo on my forehead. i'd never forget that night. i even caught him crying. he said that he cried because he got scared. i was super sick at that time kasi. he also said that he doesnt like seeing me like that and that he wish he were the one who's sick and not me. i know that he would have stayed up until the morning after only if my dad dint ask him to go home. hehehe i even cried when he left. he was super sweet and caring at that time that i didnt want him to go. i cried because i really felt like i was dying already and that it would be the last time id see him. hahah ang drama ko noh?? hehe basta that was the sweetest thing alvin did for me. i knew that my parents really admired him for taking care of me that night. my mom and dad would even check up on him if he was still ok and if his rents werent looking for him yet... haaayyyy....

anyway even if i get so kilig with all the sweet things that alvin does whenever im sick, i still dont like getting sick!!!! gusto ko ng gumaling at mag gain ng weight!!! Lord please... ive been a super nice girl... please make me feel better...please...

i lost 5 pounds in just 3 days. i hate it. i got sick over the weekend that's why i lost so much weight. now im back to being under weight. i super dont like it because its hard to gain weight!!! woar. i also hate it that im sick because i cant do anything. im just stuck on my bed watching tv and sleeping. lord please dont make me sick again.

job hunting

i sent out my resumes to the different companies i liked that were a part of our school job fair. i need to get into a company for my ojt. management economics majors are not required to have an internship but i want to work this summer for the money and for experience. hehehe i hope i get called back by a nice company. hehehe anyway while passing my resumes, i realized that looking for a job is really hard. its more of being at the right place at the right time. im scared. what if i dont get a job after i graduate. i dont want to be a bum!!!! im going to have a month long vacation after graduation then i want to start working. hhhmmm... i want a job that wont bore me... i think office jobs are boring..hehehe i want to work for a magazine or do something about fashion or travelling. heheh pero i dont want to be a flight attendant, i cant be away from my family for a long time and i dont want to spend christmas away from them (talk about being a baby) hehehe anyway i have a year to think of what i really want to do. one more year to prepare for the "real world"!! hehehe


** i wore my alvin's girl shirt today!!! im proud to be alvin's girl..hehehe (alvin has the same shirt only pam's boyfriend is printed on it.)


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ate sarah, my pregnant cousin is naglilihi. and luxury items are her things. she got 2 new brand new lv bags and a rolex watch from my mom just because she's naglilihi...heheh i dont want to be like that when im pregnant...kawawa asawa ko..hehehe pero if we'll be super rich ok lang!!!! hahaha

new layout

the old one was boring so i decided to change the layout of my blog. its super vibrant! the new layout makes me want to blog and blog and blog. hehehe i guess im always like this whenever i change my blog layout....ciao!!!

2 more weeks!!!

i have two more weeks to prepare for our (alvin and i) anniversary. i really don't know if i should have a surprise or gift for him. hehehe he said he doesnt want surprises anymore since last year was full of surprises but i love surprising him. how am i supposed to top the surprise roofdeck dinner last year. hassle. i really cant think of anything right now... with or without a surprise its all good!!! all i want is to spend the day with him. .. waaaahhh it seems like we've been together for more than 2 years already.parang ang tagal na... heheheh maybe its really like that when you're happy and when you're contented with what you have. i cant ask for anything more when it comes to my relationship with alvin. its not perfect for sure. all relationships has its flaws but im happy and thankful that with alvin, we always try to work things out. hahah darn it. im blabbing again. i really cant write properly. hahahah my sentences are not cohesive. hahaha im jumping from one thing to another. hehehehe

anyway kary asked me last week how it feels like to be with alvin. i went super cheesy and told her that with alvin im sure that its not just the idea of falling in love and having a boyfriend that im in love with. im preety sure that this time around im already in love with the person and not with just the idea or feeling of being in a relationship. =) hahahaha

ok this is too much blabbing already.... i know ive already made my point that im super happy and in love!!! hahahah baduy!!!!!!!!

*having long breaks make me crazy=)

chicken run

im such a chicken.

hahahah right kary?

8 months and i still havent done anything...

darn it pam...

promise next month i'll go give it a try na...

wala ng hiya hiya ...

hahaha

yes im baduy...

yesterday was pamper pam and alvin day. after my LS longtest, alvin and i went to footloose to have out foot massage. an hour of foot massage plus 15 minutes of back, scalp and hand massage...heavenly... the massage was very relaxing that i fell asleep. hahaha after that we went back to katipunan to look for something else to do because we still had an hour and a half before our next class. we ended up having pedicures at the new spa, my cool mint spa. the rates there are very reasonable and the place is so nice. we're going back on monday for body massage!!!!! hahahaha woohoo we decided to have mondays as our pamper me days.=)

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call me jologs.. my sister and i went to eastwood yesterday...why???? because we wanted to see billy crawford!!! hahahah i know i know..baduy ko!!!!! hahah but man he is super hot..as in flaming hot! hahahaha...billy can we have a picture taken with you??? hahahah what the fudge pam?? hahaha fanatic!!!! hahah but man he is hot e..hahahaha so what?? nakakahiya nga lang.. hahahah oh well... if you see me on one of the GMA entertainment/news shows, just deny that im your friend. the gma cameras focused on us while we were having our pictures taken with billy kasi..hahahah jologs talaga..haha but its all good. its fun to be baduy... hahah

flaming wings

had lunch at flaming wings with missy,frankie and alvin. it was supposed to be a bsb lunch but we were the only ones who were free during the planned time. it has been ages since i last "went out" with missy and frankie. we all had chicken wings and chicken tenders. oh wait, before having my chicken tenders i already ate a peanut butter sandwich, chicken mongolian and a light mocha frappe. haha talk about pigging out. anyway, while eating we just shared stories. we just talked and made kwento. hehe im happy that frankie is back to being giddy. you deserve your pretty boy really soon!!! and i hope missy finds hers soon too. they are the two people who deserves to be happy when it comes to their love life. hehehe after lunch we still had an hour to spare so we did what we usually do..BSB time. hehehe then there was marry shag kill...we were just laughing the whole time... it was fun. i missed eating/pigging out with them.. =)

**im lusting on a new phone. the nokia 7390, pink v3x and SE z610i are now out of the picture. im thinking of getting the new n76. well it was just announced by nokia and still doesnt have a release date so it would still take a while til i get a new phone. its all good though. now im really sure this would be it. hehehe big screen, clam shell type, 2 mega pixel camera with flash, nokia made, slim and 3g capable all i wanted in one phone! heheh now i wouldnt have to switch to a moto or SE phone...

photo blogging?? nah

i was supposed to post pictures but freaking pictures wont get uploaded. i got a 91 on my finance long test!! heheheh my highest ever in accounting/finance!!!! i wasnt expecting that kind of a grade.


heheheh pictures to be posted on my multiply!! hehehehe



i'll edit this later...=)

i havent been driving for 2 days (didnt bring a car yesterday because alvin and i went to my dentist after class. today naman the exped is coding and the lynx is still with ford for tune up and all so mama had to borrow the explorer.). hehehe its nice to have a break from all the freaking katipunan traffic. i like it when i have to walk to school from shakey's where mama and papa drop me off.

anyway there are lots of things to do and im not in the mood to do one of them... hahah what a way to start the year right? heheh i'll just work on them when i get home. i just want to surf, jump rope, go to the beach, watch movies and read chic lit books!!! hahahaha i can't wait for summer!!!

ladidadida 23rd monthsary tomorrow!!!!!!!

happy new year

christmas was great!

had the usual noche buena and opening of gifts with my family. christmas is always good because i always spend it with my fmaily. with or without presents as long as i am with them i'll be happy. on the last day of simbang gabi (i completed it!!yahoo 5th year for me) i went to confession and the priest told me to read corintianhs 13 as my penance. after reading the passage i felt great! i dont know exaclty why but it seems like something was lifted from me. =) anyhoo.... christmas day was spent with family. lunch at the pascual-david reunion then dinner at the ramos reunion. got lots of moolah from relatives!!! i can now buy the phone that i want with all the money i got but ive decided to put them in the bank. hehehe im waiting til feb or march. ladidadida anyway basta masaya ang pasko!!!! hehehe hope you guys also had a merry christmas!!

the day after christmas, my family plus our travelling buddies went to baguio. stayed there for 5 days. there was nothing to do. i guess when you go there 3-5 times every year you'd just get tired from doing all the things that "tourists" do. eheheh we just enjoyed the super cold weather and played games at BCC. saw a lot of people there too. its always good to go to baguio during christmas time.=)

new year. fire works. torotot. fun fun fun!!!! hehehe tinatamad na ako magkwento e.. basta masaya!!!!

january 3. two year ago alvin and i had our first date. we're better now. we're stronger. we're still very much in love..=)

merry christmas

im leaving for tarlac in a few minutes. i can't wait to see my relatives. two reunions and lots and lots of food, games, gifts and moolah. hehehe i wont be seeing alvin on christmas but its all good. this is a happy christmas even if the weather aint so cold and even if there really arent lots of christmas lights and christmas carols.

nyaks!!! alis na kame!!! hahah

merry christmas people!!!!

alvin jay, i love you!!!! merry christmas! see you on the 1st! mwahhugs!!!

christmas shopping

i went christmas shopping yesterday with alvin. we spent the whole day at the mall looking around for gifts. i finally got him his presents!yahoo!!! hehehe i bought all of the things in his wishlist except for the PS3 and xbox360. i dont have the money to afford those toys. i'll leave that to tito and tita hahaha.

a few more days before christmas. i can't wait!

two more days of simbang gabi! heheheh its going to be my 5th year of complete simbang gabis!!! hehehe

i still don't have a christmas dress... shopping again later....

im loving the christmas break. can't wait for baguio..=)

**ladidadida another stupid entry by pam...tsktsktsk.. im too lazy...

i abhore traffic

i decided to go home during my 3-hour break. bad move. i spent 1 whole hour on the rode because of the effin traffic. super traffic!!!! gggrrr ateneo pa lang traffic na!!! tapos there's katipunan and xavierville avenue traffic pa! my house should just be 5 minutes away from school pero nagiging 30 minutes - 1 hour siya! nakakagigil!!! haaayyy... kakaiba yung traffic kanina. siguro kasi exams ng Miriam and christmas party ng ateneo ngayon. hhhmmm oh well hassle pa din kasi kailangan kong ipagsiksikan yung explorer sa mga suloksulok!!! hassle kasi ang haba haba at medyo malapad yung kotse. hehehe

nakakainis pa yung mga tricycle at mga kotse na nag coucounter flow! gggrrr mas nagiging traffic dahil nahaharangan nila yung mga dapat na daanan nung nasa kabilang lane! hay naku mga pilipino talaga hindi makapaghintay. hahahah (isa na din siguro ako sa mga pilipino na hindi makapaghintay dahil naglalabas ako ng init ng ulo dito sa blog na to) hahaha oh well. nakakpagod kasi magmaneho pagka traffic e. maswerte na ako at manual yung kotse ko. mas nakakapagod kung manual. palit ng palit ng gears! hehehe haayyy... at leastw ala ng pasok yung gradeschool sa monday! bawas traffic! hahaha

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simbang gabi na bukas ng madaling araw!!! woohoo!!! excited na ako!!! heheheh sana mafeel ko na yung christmas spirit! hehehe

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finance longtest ko na din bukas ng tanghali. sana pumasa ako...

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ano kaya ang magandang mga regalo pa para kay alvin?? (5th - 10th day of christmas pa ang kailangan kong bilhin para sa kanya! hahah)

laziness

i'll be having my finance longtest on saturday. i should be studying and practicing at the moment but i can't. hhhmmm... i hope i won't be lazy tomorrow or else i'll be dead come saturday.

picture picture

uploaded pictures on my multiply (contacts only)

im bored and im not in the mood to write so i just posted pictures. hahaha i miss alvin jay... =)

a few more days before christmas! yay!!

all i want for christmas

dear baby jesus,

i've always asked you for material things like clothes, gadgets and shoes. i've been a very materialistic person. this year, id only ask for my family and loved ones' good health, safety, happiness and success. id be the happiest person if my sick relatives would be able to recover from their sickness as soon as possible. i wish and pray that papa wouldn't have kidney malfunctions anymore and for him to be super healthy and strong. i pray that papa jun wouldn't have any heart problems. just please let all of them be ok.

advanced happy birthday jesus. =)

love,
pam

the family (bello family) had dinner at jade garden yesterday to celebrate tita jenny's birthday. nothing spectacular happened. just the usual get together and chit chat with cousins, titos and titas.

after dinner we all went to policarpio street to see the houses that are decorated with thousands and thousands of christmas lights. while we were walking, a group of boys were trailing behind us and kept on saying that i was iwa moto (sp?) what the f*^%!!!! waaahhhh crazy blind men. i dont even have her eyes!!! bleh... i dont look like her. hehehe i super laughed when i heard that! hehehe anyway, only a few of the homes were lit. the most decorated house wasn't lighted because it rained earlier and they dont want to open the lights because they are wet pa daw. boo...we just went there to buy putobumbong (yum yum yum) while going back to the car there were two men walking beside us. when they walked past us, one of them was looking seductively at kuya pao!! hehehe the look on the guy/gay was funny parang nagpapacute na hindi ko maintindihan!! hehehe we couldnt help but laugh when he was already out of earshot! hehehe


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no classes today! yipee!!! date day with alvin and shopping day with family!!!!

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i left the house for school a little later than i usually do. 7:05 instead of 7:00. it was already traffic when i got to xavierville avenue. in a span of 5 minutes there's already traffic. gggrrr... i hate it when there's traffic. it's harder to shift lanes and make a u-turn because the car i bring to school is super big. well not super super big as in toyota high ace big but the explorer is kind off long for a new driver like me. hahaha but i love that car. anyway, i got to school at 7:25. that's already late for me since i always get to school at around 7:15. hahaha katipunan and ateneo traffic makes me crazy (pati na good times with mo). i didnt get to park the car in my usual parking slot because it was laready taken and most of the nearer parking areas were already taken as well. boo. i hate having to park the car farther from ctc. actually i just want to park in my usual spot because its easier to park the explorer there. i wouldnt have to do a lot of estimating and maneyobra (sp?). i really need to know how to park in narrow places and i need to perfect my parallel parking skills.

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i recited during finance class. i solved one of the problems that were assigned to us by Ms. Balcos. the whole 1 hr. and 30 mins. was spent on classmates writing on the board and explaining the answers. it was a pretty boring finance class but its a good preparation for our longtest nextweek!

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it was our ( alvin and i ) monthsary yesterday! yay! 22 months and more to go. it seems like it was just a few months back when the two of us got together. i can say that we've been through a lot of ups and downs. it's all good. i am in a happy and healthy realtionship. yes there would be fights and tampuhans but those are inevitable in a relationship. im lucky to have a very mature and patient boyfriend. he's more calm and rationale when we fight. im more of the talker and nagger.w ahahahha anyway im just happy right now that i dont know how to start and how to put into words my emotions. heheh basta masaya ako...sobrang saya....

i love you alvin jay o. reyes!!!

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no classes tomorrow!!!! yahoo!!!!

its good to be happy

the past month has been wonderful. ive been happy and stress free. yes there still is work but i am enjoying what i am doing. its good to be happy. i remember that while im having my routine interview, i told ms. aicel that i couldnt ask for anything more and that i am really happy at the moment. well i still ask God for my family and friends' good health and safety but for material things... i can do with out them. the jeans, top, cellphone, bikinis, shoes, etc would be just bonuses.

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its our (alvin and i) 21st monthsary tomorrow! yay!!!! i am super happy!!!

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i can watch alvin's meet next sunday!!!! yahoo!!!

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a few more days before christmas. i still dont feel the christmas spirit. there are less christmas lights here in our village and less christmas carols being played in malls or on radio stations. i know that the things mentioned are just snippets of christmas and its all about welcoming jesus in our hearts. but i miss those happy and lively christmases. hehehe i can't wait for simbang gabi, bazaar hopping, exchange gifts, christmas shopping, family reunions and the christmas mass!!! yay!!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS IN ADVANCE PEOPLE!!!