last night was sad. when i got home i saw that my dad was already home. he was early. he didn't go to work pala because he had another test for his kidney. then i saw my mom, her eyes were red. she cried. she told me that we should all pray for papa because the test results show that his kidneys are not functioning well. his results show that his kidneys are working 30/20 when it should be 50/50. they don't know what's the cause yet but the doctors think that it's because of his hyper tension. i wanted to cry becuase i was scared for my dad but i couldn't because my mom would just cry harder. my dad said that he'll be ok and he's fine. i know he's not feeling anything bad right now but what if his kidneys make him weak? my dad has always been healthy and i never saw him weak. im scared.

earlier today my mom went inside my room and told me that she couldn't cry infront of my dad cause he'll just get sad. my dad hates seeing us cry kasi. anyway she told me that she 's scared also. it's the first time that my mama cried to me. i was crying also. my dad might undergo kidney transplant. i didn't want to cry that time. i wanted to be strong for my mom but i broke down. i cried with her. all i said was that we'll be ok and that we'll get pass through this. i know we'll make it. papa will be ok. he's strong. God will help us be ok. he'll stay with us and guide us.

im crying again kasi im really really scared. please pray for my dad's health....