marketing pass 3 was crazy. buzzer beater baby! finishing it yesterday was super stressful but i somehow had fun. sab is crazy and funny when she gets stressed. crunch time hahaha. patience please... hahaha anyway i had to cut all my 3 subjects yesterday just to finish that marketing paper and pass it on time. 5pm sharp. im just happy its over. my groupmates and i are thinking positive about this. career na toh!!! let's go maggi!!! hahaha

my family is out of town again. boo. they're going to tagaytay and im here in manila because i have to do some marketing work. hehehe but papa said he'll pick me up tomorrow morning so i can follow!!! hahah SPA!!!!! woohoo!!! i deserve a spa treatment!!!! anyone who's a 3rd year MECO major would agree with me that we all need to go to the spa! hehehe

im excited!!!!

2 more hell weeks!!!! and its over...

Hongkong in one more month. gotta save up for shopping money..

im tired and stressed of all the school work but im still happy!

i miss my family already.

marketing is taking my life away from me.

finally somweek is over. i can now take a little break. there's still marketing though but it's all good at least the demands of marketing is less of a hassle compared to all the things i had to do for somweek.

the past week was super tiring and stressful. im just glad that everything is over. haha i just have to say this over and over again.i wouldn't have survived the previous week if alvin wasn't there to help. i feel sorry for him that he too has to feel all the stress. he even got sick. anyway at least now the two of us can breathe from org work. with all the work he's done for me, he should be my AVP na.

i can't wait for sembreak.....

wishing for sembreak

i slept super ealry last night. after watching australia's nect top model i fell asleep already. it ws just 9 pm and i was already sleeping! then i woke up at around 1030 but after a minute i fell asleep nanaman. ahahah im such a sleepy head. i think im just super super duper kaduper tired. i wish SOMweek would finish as soon as possible. this is so stressful!!! haah plus i have to look for devil wears parada clothes pa for the fashion show on friday. haaayyy....

last night my mom confirmed and said that we'll go to hongkong this coming sembreak. i can't wait. i love that city. the only down side is that shopping would be a little less fun because they'd be selling winter clothes on november. hahaha but its all good at least i'd be able to take a break from school and org work!

i can't wait for sembreak! this semester has been super tiring and stressful!!!!

today was busy. had to do chores for the org. i had a meeting with greegy for the fashion show on friday then i had a shoot with camie, jofel and marty for the mr. and ms. som video. im hapy i was able to accomplish everything. the only flop toay was that the participants for the art attack weren't on time. but it's all good! hehehe we also won 2nd place during the som opening ceremonies!

im making my dreams come true this september. it's about time! heheh nothing would happen if i won't make something about my dreams. career mode na to! hahaha

oh my i almost forgot it's -er month already!!! i can't wait for christmas!!! oh we're also putting up our christmas decors next week! i know it's early but my family loves christmas season so much that we already have our decors up as early as september.

i hope that all the stress would pay off.

fontana weekend... slowly getting tired

last saturday was crazy. i finished my philo paper at around 10:30. i then tried to print it but the printer won't work. i tried trying it on all 3 computers we have here at home but it really won't work. i was super getting crazy already because my class was going to be at 12 and when i get late for that my paper wouldn't be accepted anymore. hassle cause i haven't even taken a bath at that time. good thing kuya pao was still here at home with me. he was trying to help me fix the printer and the computers but it really doesnt want to work. i took a quick bath and he drove me toprince david. i had my paper printed there na lang. alvin picked me up and we had take out lunch at p&s then we went to school na. we were 15 minutes early for father david's class. almost half the class was there already just to play it safe. anyway father david came 10 minutes late and he accepted late papers. hassle. the class was super boring. super waste of time.

after class alvin and i went home. i packed my things and off we went to fontana with kuya pao, his girlfriend and my sister jessica. my parents and other siblings were there early. fontana was fully booked again. we just stayed at the villa, ate, watched tv and made kwento. relax relax lang. i said that i wouldnt work that weekend but i had to fix things for som week. i remember what father david said. something is worth doing if it brings you joy. that made me think. am i happy with what i am doing for the org. im not sure. but i am tired already from all the projects. projects had been non stop since the start of school. im tired of it. anyway at around 11 pm we went to have coffee lang outside clark then we went back home na. slept at around 1 am. the next day we just had breakfast at the clubhouse, went swimming, ate lunch then went home. it was a simple weekend but i had fun. oh plus it was the first time that alvin was allowed to go with me and my family! hehehe

it's som week already. stress nanaman. i can't wait til this ends.

fontana was fun. it was just my family plus alvin. it was relaxing. bitin. i'll make kewento later hahaha

can't wait for saturday

i can't wait for this week to end. marketing apaper plus philo paper is hell. well the marketing paper was ok. it was manageable but this philo paper im working on is really making me sick. i still have to write 30 pages on Plato's Cretan City and the Philippine constitution. i wish our teacher would allow double spacing but no he wasnts it to be in 1.5 spacing. waaahhh. i have to finish my 50 page paper on saturday. after that i'll be super happy. i know that i should have worked on this paper in advance but all the school and org work did not permit me to do so. my gulay.

i hope it's saturday 2:30 pm na. hahah so that philo, marketing, theo and everything else would be over. im looking forward to a no marketing weekend. finally id be able to spend my weekend with my family. hahaha

19th month

yesterday was our monthsary. we didn't get to celerate because of our school work. he had a stat longtest and i had lots and lots of meeting plus a marketing meeting to finish. we'll just have our date tonight or tomorrow

19 months seem to be a long time. days pass by so fast. but its all good. every day spent with alvin is worth remembring. even the little gestures and surprises make me happy. he really makes me happy. after 19 months of being together and seeing each other everyday, here i am, realizing that i've just fallen for him even more.

the feelings i have for alvin is deeper than what i felt for him before. all that we've gone through made me love and understand alvin more. no more doubting and shallow fights. i may not be the perfect girlfriend for him but i always try to be the best. God really loves me for He gave me Alvin.

im super happy right now even if i have a 50 page philo paper to finish by saturday noon. =)

school is keeping me super busy. marketing makes me miss on a lot of things. i hate it when i have to miss a family gathering, party or out of town trip because i have to work on our marketing paper. i hope this ends soon. im super ready to hit the beach and take a rest!!! hahaha

school in general is ok. manageable. im starting to think twice about the rowing team. i havent been training for the past months because there's so much work to do that i don't have time for training anymore. or is it because i have no more passion for it? i don't know..i might quit. all the people i rowed witha re now graduates. lian is the only one left and everyone else is new. we don't feel like we're a part of the team anymore. ahaha and i really don't have time na. or i just don't make time for it? i don't know. i miss rowing thogh. hahaha i can't make up my mind... im thinking of going back to swimming... hhhmmm...

anyway alvin and i are having so much fun. hahah plus my dad is doing great! im back to my old happy self!!

happy birthday to me

i had a wonderful birthday celebration yesterday.

to those who greeted me thank you!

ronron thanks for the roses!

bsb, dawn, jofel and aldrich thanks for having dinner at my house!

alvin, thank you for the roses, balloons, cheese cake and for everything! hahaha love you! you super surprised me!

thank you to my family!!!

and thank you papa God for blessing me with a wonderful family and lovely friends. thank you for listening to my prayers!!!

i still feel like im 18!!!

i want to go shopping!!!

last night was sad. when i got home i saw that my dad was already home. he was early. he didn't go to work pala because he had another test for his kidney. then i saw my mom, her eyes were red. she cried. she told me that we should all pray for papa because the test results show that his kidneys are not functioning well. his results show that his kidneys are working 30/20 when it should be 50/50. they don't know what's the cause yet but the doctors think that it's because of his hyper tension. i wanted to cry becuase i was scared for my dad but i couldn't because my mom would just cry harder. my dad said that he'll be ok and he's fine. i know he's not feeling anything bad right now but what if his kidneys make him weak? my dad has always been healthy and i never saw him weak. im scared.

earlier today my mom went inside my room and told me that she couldn't cry infront of my dad cause he'll just get sad. my dad hates seeing us cry kasi. anyway she told me that she 's scared also. it's the first time that my mama cried to me. i was crying also. my dad might undergo kidney transplant. i didn't want to cry that time. i wanted to be strong for my mom but i broke down. i cried with her. all i said was that we'll be ok and that we'll get pass through this. i know we'll make it. papa will be ok. he's strong. God will help us be ok. he'll stay with us and guide us.

im crying again kasi im really really scared. please pray for my dad's health....

i had a super weekend.

saturday:
i woke up at 5:15 am for alvin's PATAFA. he only gave me 5 minutes to dress up and take a bath because teh last minute he changed his mind and asked me to watch. at around 6:30 alvin and i, together with his teammates, ate bfast at mcdo. i had longganisa meal and egg mc muffin. hahah i really am starting to pig out (last thursday it was roddick's and pizza hut spaghetti with roasted chicken for lunch). after eating the events started. Alvin had to throw discuss and shot put. i super got excited and nervous during his events. he said he didnt do well but i think he did. the 4x1000 event was nerve wrecking. oh and some kids/competitors didn't wear shoes during their event. kawawa naman they don't get any support from the gov't kahit pambili lang ng running shoes. anyway i got moved by those people who still pushed through with their events even if they don't have shoes. haha sabi nga ni alvin they have in grown spikes. hehehe after all the events alvin and i left na.

as soon as we got to my house, we had lunch and then i changed na into my recto/binondo clothes. alvin brought me to ateneo where i met up with my groupmates and then as soon as we were complete, alvin left na. he had to go home to rest because he wasn't feeling well.

my groupmates and i rode the lrt to recto. the lrt ride was ok. when we got to recto, hazel picked us up and we drove to binondo na. we visited the church and we had coffee at starbucks. after an hour and a half of chatting we walked to ongpin street. at around 5:30 we went back to the lrt station na.

when we were on our way home, i was super sleepy i almost fell asleep while standing up inside the train. alvin picked me up at the station and we went t my house to get dressed for our date.

as soon as i got home, i took a bath and dressed up. did all that in 20 minutes! hahaha alvin and i went to eastwood. had dinner at heaven and eggs, walked around eastwood and had coffee at starbucks. it was one of our best dates. basta it was super nice and simple. we got to talk, laugh, relax and enjoy. i really can't explain it but thinking of that night makes me kilig. hahah i really can't put it into words. alvin does that better so read his august 27 entry na lang. i got home at around 11.

sunday:
had mass...

lunch...

merienda...

tiendesitas...

dinner that lasted til 11 in the evening...

sleep...

im too lazy to type...

i just hate it when someone breaks up with his/her girlfriend/boyfriend just because the one he/she liked before likes him/her now. oh and i hate people who entertain suitors, who they know are already taken. my God are you that desperate to have a boyfriend that you'll even go for someone who already has a girlfriend.

oh well. when i heard about this, i just had to pity the girl who was left for a someone who wasn't worth it.

chill lang im not even related to the people but i really hate it pag may mga nangugulo sa mga relationship ng mga tao e... gggrrr... hehehe

yahoo

finally the week has ended.

i can't wait for tomorrow.

im watching alvin's tune-up competition.

im going to quiapo or divisoria with my philo groupmates for our paper.

im having a dinner date with alvin.

6 more days and im turning 19. i still feel young though. hahaha

p.s
i love you alvin jay!

feeling better

last week was super hectic as i have said in my previous entries. the opman longtest is finally over as well as the marketing pass 1. ive been having long hours of sleep already but still i feel tired. plus i still have killer eye bags. hahaha

anyway yesterday was fun. alvin and i studied together. its fun whenever we just spend time with each other. tawa lang ng tawa. its nice when we also get to talk about things we usually don't discuss like our plans after college , bla bla bla. we also had lunch with maklene. i haven't really spent time with bsb since the start of school. there are lots of stories to share so we better go back to tagytay as soon as possible. after lunch alvin and i studied again. at 430 we went to the college cov courts na for his game.

some villamore against B. i enjoyed the game. during the first quarter i thought that alvin's team might not win the game since B's defense was pretty good but during the second quarter some villamor heated up and lead the game. alvin scored a lot! woohoo! the game was super intense that i finsihed it before going to my opman longtest hehehe. last 2 minutes and some villamor was ahead by 11 points! B tried to stop the time by having fould but the free throws that some villamor got just increased their lead. so yeah some villamor won. hahah alvin got fouled out din pala the during the last minute. hahaha

after the game, i had my lontest na. it was ok. hehe im wishing for a good grade. after the longtest i went home and slept.

**** im cutting 2 of my classes today for opman. me and my groupmates would go to taytay rizal to visit the cement factory. then hrd ga at 430.

im excited for tomorrow!!!

tired

im tired. marketing is killing me. plus there was eco and opman and philo. waaahhh i can't rest and relax this weekend because we have to cram the marketing pass 1. by tuesday id be needing lot's of concealer for my eyebags.

things have been great except for marketing. effin nestle almost backedout on us the last minute. i hate them.

im too tired too really update,

i love you alvin jay!

gucci and lv

mom really knows best! hahaha im still in a bad mood but my mom made me a little happier!! she gave me a gucci and lv belt! hahah i like them! hahaha makes me remember the first pair of gucci shoes i had.. i can't wear them anymore kasi they're size 7 e now im a size 9/10!!! tapos my little sisters get to wear all the lvs, pradas and gucci shoes my mom owns kasi they have the same shoe size! and she's only in grade 5!!! waaahhh!!!walalang... hahaha

im in a bad mood. i don't know if it's because of the rain or just because im a self centered B*&(^. hahah anyway i actually thought id get to eat out with alvin after his class but he had to do improtant things first so there i just went home. im pissed because he alredy said we'd eat out after his class but when we were there na in front of his car he suddenly blurted out that he'd be doings omething instead. haha great. i was looking forward to eating out pa naman din. haha i sound lame i know. its just food ladidadida. but im pissed not because i didnt get to eat. im mad at him becasue he told me the very last mili second. sana hindi na ko umasa at naexcite na we can go out. i know we always go out but i hate it when i get ditched the last minute. haha see i told you i can be so self centered. oh well. basta naiinis ako ngayon. hassle. i hate this day.



or maybe i just have post menstrual period. haha but im still pissed at him.

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i had lunch with alvin's family at Kimpura today. Kuya Alexis came back from singapore that's why we ate out. I haven't seen the kids for a long time and i was happy to see them. the twins are still tiny like before but andi grew up so fast. she doesnt look like a two year old kid or maybe its because the twins are small. anyway the food was great. anyway i was a little silent during lunch because i still feel shy around alvin's family but at least im a little more relaxed now. hahah after lunch we had ice cream at hagen dazz then alvin and i went to greenbelt 3 to have confession.

i like the feeling after having a confession. i feel so light and happy. i don't know maybe its God's magic/miracle. finally i can go to communiona gain. it's almost a month since i last had communion. freaking hundred island trip didnt make us go to church kasi. hahaha anyway yun lang i feel so happy right now not just because i almost have evbrything but because i know that God has forgiven my sins. i just have to avoid doing them again.

moving on.. after confession alvin and i went back to glorietta to look for running shoes. we went to different stores na but i didnt find anything that i really like. but im thinking between getting new balance or the addidas shoes i super like. alvin told me kasi that new balance shoes last long. after the unseccessful hunt for the perfect running shoes, alvin and i bought a new stylus for my xda and then we went home na.

i just stayed in bed and watched tv when i got home. i feel so tired because of the week that passed. my 11 hours of sleep is still bitin. i want more sleep and more rest. plus a massage!!!! hahah

ciao!!

i love you alvin jay! XxXooO