i just got home from the wake of alvin's lolo...

the atmosphere there wasn't that sad. everyone was just smiling to each other and sharing stories. i think that the family already shed their tears the yesterday and during the days that tatay was having seizures and all that stuff that make people crazy. anyway my stay there was nice. i played cards with alvin's mom and titas after praying and while waiting for the visitors to arrive. we played pekua (sp.?) haha i missed playing that card game. i used to play that with my cousins and great grand mother lola marita whenever we visit her in Candon, Ilocos Sur. anyway going back to the wake... alvin's lolo looked so handsome even if he got super sick. he looked peaceful. im glad he did. anyway i know that he's now in a happy place. it's better this way instead of him suffering in his hospital bed.

lalalala i coxed again today during training! boo... but it was ok. i had a hard time maneuvering the lights boat at first but eventually i got used to it. i also asked coach if i can bring home the new erg. he said its ok! hahah yay!!! exercise here i come!!!

***im pigging out again. i ate lots of nutella and chocolate wafer sticks for dessert. hahahaha its that time of the month again! hahaha